It’s fine. Don’t worry. This is understandable. I was in a situation quite relatable to yours, it sucked a lot. In the end, you get to learn something from it. Well, I did. I’m not sure if most people do. At least nothing too bad happened to you. There’s been authors on Wattpad that completely disappear and one of there friends will go on there account and explain that the author either died or got into a very tough situation. Very heartbreaking. You’re gonna do great and one day you’ll think back and probably laugh or be embarrassed. I know I am whenever I think back to when I was in a relationship like that. Now I’m just rambling and I don’t remember my main point in saying all of this. Yep, don’t mind me. Good luck