its not that I don't want ur help, its that I already have help. I didn't tell u why, because I didn't want u u to get even more mad at me.
I backed off when u cut, I was just hoping u would do the same.
I hate drama, I have lost EIGHT friends this year because of it, I counted. u r one of them and some others are, Mya, Deanna(I think) Brianna, other Brianna, Katelyn, Jasmin and a few more . I cried in 2nd period and lunch because I hated thinking about u not being my friend. I tell everyone to back off, please don't take it personally. I have stopped cutting, that was the last time, when I showed u. I thought this year was going to be drama free, but I was sadly mistaken. Drama follows me like a shadow, I can't seem to get rid of it. I HATE IT. I'm sorry that I did it in the first place and I would reallu like it if u just put thjs behind us and forget about it. I do cry and wine like a baby, but that's just me. I do that every year.
the thing is, loosing people hits me hard, like I said, and I hate that, ever since 4th grade I have lost friends. 4th was Cammy, 5th was Keyla, 6th was Keyla(again) and A few proletarian from elementary school, last year Jasmin got pissed at me and I kind of lost u. It really does hut me hard, that hits home. So (dramatic ending) IF you have the LOVE in your heart.......please, Please, PLEASE forgive me, and put all this behind us. please.