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VENTING TIMEEEEEE
          
          ight idk what’s going on I FEEL LIKE I BE OVERSHARING A LOOOOOT AND NO ONE GIVE A SINGLE FUCK ABT MY LIFE 
          EVERYONE IS JUST ALWAYS BUSY
          AND IM ALWAYS LIKE  KSJHSHSHSYEJEJDKENEHEJEKKS WNSKWNDKE SJSJWJJZBWKAKBWKAWJSHIWWKSKWMKZKWNSKSKMEKDKEBWJZIWBSIZIQBSIIEHWJSIWJBWJSJWBEJISJWNWKDOJSJWJQJOSOSKWMKSJSJSW
          
          
          idk man
          
          i’m going insane
          
          I HAVE SO MUCH WORK TO DO BUT IM NOT DOING ANYTHING 
          
          im gonna fail fr
          
          i’m gonna cry

just posted my first work!! please check it out (if you don’t mind ofc)^^

bro how tf am i supposed to memorize stuff when i’m crying 
          
          bro i’m not gonna finish everything 
          
          it’s 8:43 pm rn
          
          i revised from everything but i i’m still not ready 
          
          i wanna have some coffee so i can focus better but my mom is in the kitchen (yeah i’m 17 and still need permission to drink coffee) 
          
          i don’t get my mom…i can go out, get piercings, return home after midnight and everything but can’t do normal stuff like drink coffee or wear crop tops 
          
          anws imma go back to studying i got A LOT of stuff to memorize but iss ok i can memorize easily but now that i don’t have time it’s gonna take sm time sjsjjs JSJSJKWJSJWLALSHEJEKDKDJDJEK
          
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          ALSO I FUCKING HATE PHYSICS 

i had 18 fucking days of holidays. my exams are tomorrow. now the question is: did i study? absolutely not. ight did i at least watch the stuff i wanted to watch during the holidays? also no. am i stressing bc i know damn well i’m not gonna pass? yeah. am i doing anything about it? ..no. 
          
          bru what happened to me i used to study and get good grades all the time ㅜㅜ
          i mean i do study now but not as before..my grades are okay tho (thank god i’m smart so i’m passing without studying) BUT ISS NOT OK BITCH!!!! IT. IS. NOT.
          
          next year is my last year of high school…i gotta have good grades to get into college. AND I STILL DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT TO DO IN MY LIFE. 
          
          school is pressuring us so much since last year they wanna know what major we wanna get into and everything ITS FUCKING STRESSFUL JUST STOPPPPPPPPP
          
          i’m thinking about psychology tho since i’m soooo into psychology and I KNOW ITS HARD BUT I THINK IT SUITS ME cause yeah.
          
          anws tomorrow i got a biology, physics and chemistry exam. i better start studying now (i think that i’m pulling an all nighter today) 
          i’ll keep yall updated ㅠㅠ 
          (more like i’ll keep myself updated since no one’s reading lmfao) uno wot iss ok i think it’s a good way to vent and let everything out without feeling like a burden hsjsjs
          
          rawr

crying 

my battery percentage is at 69% rn

listening to fear of the dark rn

gonna start oversharing here cz no one knows me

it’s literally 3 am and i just found my old instagram account..IM CRINGING SO HARD HELP

here's your kiss cuz my shit won't work <3