minskaCax

my mental health support service woman didn’t know anything about mentally ill people 

minskaCax

hi loves, i’m going to remake the noco book as my mental health is getting bad so ig it’s just something to keep me going. i also have a few ideas so yeah! 

IHeartHotFries

@minskaCax oh yeah I understand. I’m on summer break right now and there’s nothing to really do if I’m not going out so I need something to occupy me too.
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minskaCax

@IHeartHotFries idk i’m having a break from school atm snd there isn’t anything to do bc i have no way of accessing work and i wanna do something to keep me occupied if yk
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minskaCax

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honestly i don't know what to do, i really don't want to be alive, i just want to be asleep forever, i would do anything to just die, i don't know what's happening to me, i don't know how it even got like this. nobody will ever love me im so annoying and i've done so much bad stuff, i literally am so fucking annoying and i fucked up and the only person i had was him and now i've put myself in such an awful state. i actually hope that someone cares to read this before it's too late cuz i'm scared and nobody care about me. I'm scared to be alive but i can't do it because everything is hidden now. and when im walking around school i have no friends anymore, i just walk around alone and its so depressing because i see everyone with their friends and honestly it really upsets me how hes always talking shit about me and telling everyone things that we did and wouldn't tril anyone but i deserve it and the only reason he loved me was just so he could get pics. nobody even likes me and ive done awful awful things that are unforgivable and nobody believes me when i say im sorry because nobody likes me.

minskaCax

@IHeartHotFries do you have snapchat discord or instagram 
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IHeartHotFries

@zMinskadcr girl me too I’m usually annoying which bugs people off, I don’t find you annoying and I don’t hate you. Your a really nice person please don’t think otherwise
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minskaCax

@IHeartHotFries you don’t need to be there for me i’m really annoying, i’ll probably end up making you hate me like what happenes with everyone else even though i’m just being a nice person 
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