Meowforlino(≧∀≦)♡★~

I have a story in my draft titled ‘It’s Always Been You’ and… it kinda based on true events. Well, some of it. I sneaked a bit of real events in there…
          I made this story cuz of… him. It’s the only way I could remember him but now… I have… no… hope on continuing it. 
          
          He didn’t do anything wrong to me but just… he’s older. By 3 years and… he’s busier. I don’t wanna interrupt him. I’m sad, I really am. Sure, I’ve liked him before but… now… I wanna be his friend. Someone told me “if he made you feel comfortable, and you don’t have any feelings for him, he made you laugh, cry, happy, and you return the same, you can be friends. I won’t stop you.” This came from his ex-gf that he still hasn’t move on— but… I don’t know what to do…
          
          anyhoo, forget about that aND I AM REWATCHING ARCANE YOOOOOO

I was... going through people's IG story when my senior posted something that made me bawl my eyes out from hurt and jealousy ㅠㅠ 
          I FOUND OUT FROM HER IG STORY THAT YESTERDAY NAYEON, THE IM NAYEON WAS IN MY COUNTRY, FOR THE 50TH ANNIVERSARY OFF BONIAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!
          MEN MY FRIEND IS CURRENTLY THROWING A RIOT, SHE EVEN MET MY FAV ACTORRRRRRR
          AAAAAAA GHFHMCFGXCNMVHGC ( Malaysia btw, in KL)

I can imagine Stray Kids singing to the song ‘GOOD THINGS’ by Ekoh and Lo Spirit 

I had a nightmare last night. It was… scary… there was a creepy girl, back bended and twisted, crawling towards me, fast. That wasn’t even the scariest part… I… couldn’t woke up from the dream… everytime I tried to, it would spawn me to my car. It took a few minutes, I tried to wake up but something wasn’t letting me, I succeeded in waking up cuz of my mom’s alarm
          What if I hadn’t wake up…? 

Currently sobbing for this story after Eros ㅠㅠ ㅠㅠ
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/326667338?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=postToProfile&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details&wp_uname=minsung25hyunlix20

I have a lot of stories drafts cuz every time I write a story, I be having writer’s block and it feels like shit. I have seven stories in my drafts… 
          
          • It’s Always Been You ( 3 drafts )
          • I’ve Been Waiting For You ( 1 draft )
          • 스트레이 키즈 Oneshots ( 5 drafts )
          • My Bodyguard || 현진 ( 2 drafts )
          • Long Lost Friend || 방찬 ( 5 drafts )
          • Dreams Come True… or not??? ( 6 drafts )
          • Red String || 민성 ( 1 draft )
          
          For the 6th story, the chapters are really short so I’m trying to fix it by adding a few paragraphs. 
          
          For the 1st story, It’s Always Been You, I really don’t know what to put as the title so think of that as the substitute title. Also, a bit spoiler, 
          
          The story is reality + a little fiction. So like, some do the messages there were real messages that I took. It’s like experience plus fiction. Okay so, it’s about a girl who followed her old crush’s account but then he suddenly messages her. Yeah, I went through that before. Some messages there were from our real conversation and some were fiction so… that’s it (*´∀`)♪

Im bawling my eyes out right now T_T ㅠㅠ ㅠㅠ ㅠㅠ ㅠㅠ ㅠㅠ
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/292576332?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=postToProfile&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details&wp_uname=minsung25hyunlix20

I got used by my crush/online buddies… well, not certainly… we met online and HE was the one who talks more that night but after he found I was… me… he started to talk less… sometimes he initiate the convo but it’s just stressing… ALL the girls said he’s a  but idk why I think he’s a green flag 

I JUST REALIZED TODAY’S JEONGIN’S BIRTHDAY 
          
          HAPPY BIRTHDAY 양정인 !!! 

9024 KICK THAT DRUM