@internetv4mpire hi!!! i got it off google, but the character itself is from the game "IMVU", you can just look up aesthetic imvu icons and youll get tons just like the one i have:)))
I just wanna comment that your story is a MASTERPIECEEEE it feels nice that people don't make y/n "weak". For example, you REALLY include emotions very well and i loved ever single part of the story. You did a super great job, keep it up (☆▽☆)