As you guys may have noticed, there have not been any updates for a long time. I've basically been on a mental health break, and i will continue to be for a while. I have extremely bad social anxiety and just really bad anxiety that has made me struggle with my daily life.
Other than that, im struggling with some b
pretty bad thoughts (won't go into detail) I also am i very introverted person, which has led me to not interacting with people, and I've become very lonely.
"ill use you as a warning sign" im also in a period where im missing my ex a lot even though im telling myself I shouldn't because the relationship was toxic, and this includes feeling very unloved.
im questioning myself if i even know what love is.
This is very summarized, and there's more to all this but i dont feel like just dumping it on the internet. im going to start therapy this autumn because i know i have to so something about it if i want things to change.
take care everyone <3 and ill be back to writing when i can <3
/Moonie