Mira

Ik ga je blokkeren omdat je erg overgevoelig jankt om niks! En drama maakt om de onbenullige redenen! Je bepaald niet of mensen geen liefdevolle berichten mogen sturen! Daar is GEEN afspraak van gemaakt. Ik heb genoeg gezegd. 
          
          Dus fijne dag verder. Geniet van het leven! Doei! 

I have been feeling a little better lately. I started reading again! (Still need to read 6 books for school... dont think i will be able to finish that in time, lol.)
          
          I should be starting with online school next week! Its crazy how it took 3+ years for the dutch government to pick up on the lack of education for people with chronic illness or other things preventing them from going to school. But im happy to see they are starting these schools now for the people who so desperately need them. 
          

Initially i wanted to do this announcement on my birthday, but the thoughts are here in my mind right now so i will just write it. 
          
          (If you know me personally, and wish to not know the things i wont usually tell to not bother you just dont read it) 
          
          tw: illness, disability, covid
          
          
          Its been a year. I have barely touched this place, but it still holds a special place in my heart. 
          Its the place where I met good friends. 
          The place that has stayed while my life broke down. 
          I feel like last year was a week away. 
          
          Not because I did much this year. 
          Because i feel like i was barely able to do anything. 
          I can count the amount of times i went outside for longer than an hour on 2 hands.
          I have to use a wheelchair to get out far. 
          I cant properly think, walk, look or listen. 
          It feels like everything kinda broke down. 
          
          Mentally, im in a better place than last year i think. 
          But physically, its much worse. 
          Its difficult, this type of grief.
          A lot of people dont understand, how i can seem completely normal to them. 
          
          They dont realize the moment they are gone, i lay in my bed completely exhousted. 
          In pain. 
          That it sometimes takes me weeks, or months to recover.
          That sometimes I dont recover from *them* at all. 
          
          I want to have fun, be there for the people i care about. 
          I want to write. 
          I want to read. 
          I want to game.
          I want to play. 
          I want to climb.
          I want to skate. 
          
          I want to life. 
          
          I really just want to life my live. 
          This illness has made me realize just living your life isnt always possible. 
          Its something people dont often realize. 
          The gift of getting to life your live. 
          
          I have lost this gift. 
          
          
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EINDELIJK HEB IK 100 VOLGERS !!! 
          
          ik ben onderhand al een paar jaar hier, op wattpad en ik kan niet anders dan iedereen bedanken voor alles. 
          Dus dank je wel, voor al mijn vrienden, voor de lessen en natuurlijk alle prachtige boeken die ik hier heb mogen lezen en delen met anderen. Love youuu <33

Vanavond komt er een verrasing online :D

Hey hoi, dankjewel voor het toevoegen van mijn boek aan je leeslijst. Dat waardeer ik enorm :)

Boo!
          You have been booed and a ghost is now haunting you!
          You must boo 15 other people to get rid of the ghost!
          If you get 5 boos you are cool
          If you get 10 boos you are amazing
          If you get 15 boos I'm jealous
          
          Griezelig Halloween gewenst!

Ik was heel misschien vergeten dat wattpad bestaad... ik moest zelfs opnieuw inloggen xD 
          
          Maar heyy!! Heb ik iets belangrijks gemist? Nieuwe boeken die worden geschreven misschien :eyes: 

Nou...school is weer begonnen hoor.
          Gisteren van half 9 tot 2 uur op een houten stoel gezeten op mijn telefoon niks doen omdat de programmas nog niet aangesloten waren
          
          En vandaag weer...

Ik ga op kamp dit weekend :]