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As you all know am not doing good...depression is really getting to me so yesterday i ws sitting by myself and eating a cold meal at college and wrote this along....i hope you all won't judge it!!
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Alone
I am used to these halls
Which once was ours
Running fighting, throwing balls
Now the waters are running
Balls rolling
There's no pick-me-ups
Cuz am falling
Hot meals made with love
Now thore are forgone
Whose mom's made it better
I knew it's not forever
But now am a stranger
To the people once were my lover
If i trusted the right, you
Why am i bleeding out by you?
I thought u were gold
But now my heart's been sold
Eating cold meals
Sitting on the stairways
No were to run
Maybe i am the problem
They think it's sympathy
But i just need your empathy
Every day is becoming a chore
Every chore is becoming more
Am suffocating by your hands
Why do u want to kill me so bad?
Am sinking myself in loathe
But I'm still trying to breathe
Don't have the money to buy them
Don't have the courage to please them
Running towards the woods
Just to kill myself
Am Alone in this blasphemous hell