mireuxx_hee

Hii!!!
          	
          	How are you all? Just checking in on you.
          	
          	I’m doing okay, but I won’t lie… I’ve been mentally exhausted lately. I’ve been wanting to continue my stories but somewhere along the way, I lost the will to write. I don’t know when it’ll come back. Maybe it will, maybe it won’t. But I do want to say this. If you’re someone who is still hoping, still holding on, still fighting for ENHYPEN to be 7 again… I truly love you for that.
          	
          	As for me, I’ve decided to boycott. If you don’t agree with it, you’re free to unfollow me. I’m not here to argue anyone. At this point, I just don’t have the energy.
          	
          	All I care about are the boys. The ones who gave me comfort, memories and a reason to smile. I see them as human beings, not as something to be used and pushed endlessly. I can’t just sit and say, “If they can handle it, let them,” because we all know it’s not that simple. They don’t always have a say. They’re watched, controlled, expected to keep going no matter what.
          	
          	Even Jungwon once hinted that sometimes fans do better than the company. And the little things the members say, the way they act these days… it speaks louder than people think. I don’t even use Weverse myself, I get updates from X, but even from a distance, I can feel it.
          	
          	So yes, I’m boycotting. And honestly, whatever the company chooses to do at this point… it doesn’t matter to me anymore. Because my focus is only on them. Also, i am not going for a*slicking to defend that shitty company and act like they are right, when they are clearly not, using enhypen to cover their debt.
          	
          	I didn’t mean to say this much. I guess I just needed to let it out.
          	
          	Please take care of yourselves. Eat well, rest when you can. And if you feel the same way I do… then maybe you understand that this isn’t hate. It’s empathy. It’s caring about Enhypen as people first.
          	
          	For now, let’s keep supporting ENHYPEN. Not as six, but as 7.♥️

mireuxx_hee

@KimSunoo7225 I understand you as well, as a Heeseung biased, I am not able to consume any content related to enhypen, it just doesn't feel like home anymore, i feel like I am betraying them, I am betraying their 6 years of hard work as a 7 member and then suddenly when 1 of them is removed from group, I can't act normal like it doesn't matter, they have 6 years to engenes and I am so sick of them when i saw each one turning their back on Heeseung, disrespecting his hard work along with other members, as if they were waiting for him to leave.
          	  
          	  And honestly, i am happy you are distracting urself with kdrama. I am doing the same, i have exams coming, I can barely study but I am managing. I am always here to talk, you can always drop a message here, doesn't matter if it's middle of night. I will reply to u.♥️(⁠・⁠ω⁠・⁠)⁠つ⁠⊂⁠(⁠・⁠ω⁠・⁠)
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mireuxx_hee

@Bedaboowonsie You too take care. And i wonder how hard it is for someone to understand that this is the only way to let company know that we are strong enough to wait for the boys whenever they want to come back, that we want nothing but rest for them. But whatever narrative suits for their pea sized brain, can't expect much from fans who lick bang si-hyuk and Kim Tae ho'es as* day and night. 
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KimSunoo7225

@mireuxx_hee Hi, good to see you. I hope you are doing well. And about the story I wouldn't lie but I was really hoping for you to continue them but not NOW. As a heeseung biased I can only imagine what you are going through and it's been only a month since he left. Tbh I think a person can take YEARS to overcome something like this. And about the boycott. Tbh I don't know if I am doing that or not but the only thing that is clear that there is been this distance between me and enha after heeseung left that I don't even open any social media app because it hurts. I have been watching K-dramas which I didn't have time to watch before because I was so obsessed with enhypen. So K-dramas are my comfort zone these days. I really hope you come back one day but I also know that it's nowhere soon and I respect that!!! I pray you also find comfort in something that helps you to overcome the biggest heartbreak of your life.... ಥ⁠_⁠ಥ (⁠・⁠–⁠・⁠)⁠ ⁠\⁠(⁠・⁠◡⁠・⁠)⁠/
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Lynnyraa

Hey gurl its been a long time !! I was just looking up your ao3 profile and I realized one of your sunsun story is gone. I dont remember the title but its about love triangle between wony, sunghoon and sunoo. Do you perhaps deleted it?

mireuxx_hee

@Lynnyraa If i have time to update that story. I'll do it. I mean I have the story saved in my notes. I'll think about uploading that, but I think I'll change it a bit.
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Lynnyraa

@mireuxx_hee Ahh i see. That's unfortunate because I loved that story so much. I was thinking to reread it yk but it's okay. Keep on updating gurl I love your stories xx !! Take care of yourself
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mireuxx_hee

@Lynnyraa Hi! You remember most of the things correct. I had never uploaded it on AO3, it was Things Lovers Do. That story was only available on Wattpad, and unfortunately it's now gone. 
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sunmybabo

Hey sis how are U? I hope u are fine. .love u take caree

sunmybabo

@mireuxx_hee our government is always like that. The education minister is out of his mind .he is going crazy day by day .
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mireuxx_hee

@sunmybabo It's almost august in 3 days wtf, the government is probably high on something, they never fail to disappoint. If i take a guess, maybe they'll drop the result tomorrow, f*ucking Tuesday :⁠'⁠( , I am glad u are still here and are reading that book again. Thank you.....❤️
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sunmybabo

@mireuxx_hee no actually iam not .i am so much worried for my board result. The government taking too much time even though it's was about to published 20 July .They don't even give exact time when they gona publish it.  How about u .than k u for publish choke me again. I literally fallen love with it again he he :)
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sunghoon23sunoo

Author when are you going to update the next part of choke me ?

sunghoon23sunoo

@monasilsha Thank you for replying, I'm excited for Choke Me, and now you've made me curious about the new SunSun story too. I'll be looking forward to both. Good luck with your writing! 
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mireuxx_hee

@monasilsha Very soon, I am halfway through it and i started to write another sunsun story in the middle, idk what got into my head. But I'll upload the chapters in a day or two. 
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spolicejime

hi when will u post next chapter of choke me?? i love it!!! 

mireuxx_hee

@spolicejime I am going to upload today, I came here for that. And yes I have both, but u can follow me on my ig, it's "hee_ondaze"
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spolicejime

and oh do you have twitter or ig where we can connect to? 
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jenkiss_0524

maaa where's your ao3 link?? huhuhuh its suddenly disappeared from your bio  

jenkiss_0524

@jenkiss_0524 omggg thank you so muchh!! 
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mireuxx_hee

@jenkiss_0524 I have updated, check again. 
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xx_Zo0y

Yo . Weird req , but have you read ‘mind all over you’ on Ao3? It’s a sunjake story , and it’s sadly discontinued . The author is unknown . I was hoping , you’d be interested enough to make something similar to it? 

mireuxx_hee

@xx_Zo0y I don't know the story, but what was the synopsis? I'll try my best to see what's the story like, if I can even write it. If you are okay to explain, would like to know.
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Direwolf_81

If you don’t mind me asking , are u bringing back choke me 1 and 2 ? Or are u rewriting it cuz I joined to read and it looks a bit different but no hate tho just asking

mireuxx_hee

@Direwolf_81 It will be confusing for new readers if I upload part 2 while uploading part 1. That's why, i was thinking to upload part 1 before I upload second part.
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Direwolf_81

So like do I have to reread choke me 1 again for 2
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mireuxx_hee

@Direwolf_81 I am bringing back the whole book, just that I have added few more details in part 1, and part 2 will be same. Specially the plot, it will remain same. 
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