(9) i hate talking about this, or "standing up" for myself, because i simply hate confrontation. please try writing a book, racking your brain for ideas each chapter, trying to make dialogues fit on the characters-- i don't know. call me soft-hearted or what, it is very painful to receive comments about the writing, why the scene's like this, its cringe, yes- maybe other beginner authors are just like me. i just tend to "accept" the comments and laugh it off, but it actually bothers me. it hurts. either by my pride or overall, it takes a lot of courage to publish your own book and have different kinds of people reading it. we know that better ourselves. we know how much our book sucks, or how cringey it is.