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to whoever is reading this which is I don't know who lmao- anyways Im going to delete my books except for 'unsaid words.' 
          
          Why? its simple, I wrote those books about someone, picturing myself with someone and giving myself these fairytales to not face reality. I dont want to face reality but it was just too 'fake' for me. I wanna write things that excite me, that let me escape but at the same time have this sense or reality, rawness not something out of a fairytale with all the dramatics.

hey besties, i uploaded a new chapter to 'unsaid words.' 
          https://www.wattpad.com/1075146866-unsaid-words-7
          
          please read it and show it some love. 
          
          I wrote the poem about someone who has me in the palm of their hands and i just realized the power they hold over me. I think we've all been in a realtionship where we felt it was all consuming but when they left you want nothing more than have them back no matter how much they hurt you. And so when they come back to you, you know you will be hurt but you still choose to love them because love makes you do stupid things.
          
          Happy reading (and stay safe), 
          L

'Mars' by yungbld just hits you like a truck. 
          Especially towards the end when his voice sounds like a bleating cry as he sings 'is there any life one mars.'

Hey guys! 
          New chapter for 'Unsaid Words!' Please check it and show it some love. 
          
          This poem was highly personal, and took me a long time to write it, especially coming to terms that this person was no longer going to be part of my life because they lied to me and hurt me so much. i hated who I became during the realtionship, and after the realtionship it was diffifcult. I think this poem is something we all can realate to and i hope you like it. 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/958199571-unsaid-words-5 
          
          Happy reading (and stay safe), 
          L

New chapter up for 'Unsaid Words!' Please check it and show it some love. 
          Thank you. Mwah mwah. 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/920975422-unsaid-words-4 
          
          Happy reading, 
          L

new chapter up for 'unsaid words' what inspired me to write this chapter is anime series I started watching called 'Haikyuu' and the anime intro for 'Yuri on Ice!' called 'History Maker' 
          
          Please show it some love; 
          https://www.wattpad.com/907073466-unsaid-words-3
          
          happy reading, 
          x

New chapter up for 'are you ready for it'  it's a short update but please check it out and show it some love. 
          
          Chapter 5; 
          https://www.wattpad.com/907027521-are-you-ready-for-it-day-5 
          
          happy reading, 
          x

If anyone wants do sfs or something like that please hmu or something... 
          
          hugs and kisses, 
          L

Thank u for putting my book 'unsaid words' at #379 in unsaid. After checking that 'unsaid' tag my book was put at #349 in 'unsaid' thank you so much for that. It may not seem like much but to me it means the world, it feels as though people like what I write. I will write and work even harder to get it to number 1. 
          
          x 
          Lana.

Heyyy, just uploaded a new chappie for 'unsaid words.' This chapter was a little more personal  but I think its relatable to a lot of us. 
          
          Please show it some love. 
          https://www.wattpad.com/903637000-unsaid-words-2
          
          happy reading, 
          x