mischiefmanaged231

Liam James Payne 
          	
          	Never in a million years did I think this would happen so soon.
          	
          	While a lot has been going on recently it's extremely difficult to comprehend how one hour there's these videos on his snap (yes pre recorded) and the next moment he's dead. 
          	
          	My heart breaks for Bear.
          	
          	His 7 year old son who will grow up having 7 years of memories with his dad, knowing the public is really what killed him. I hope someone keeps an eye on bear  and continues to protect him.
          	
          	For the sake of the band I'm shocked.
          	
          	The first post from the account in 4 years was them posting about Liam's death. How  heartbreaking that is for all of the boys.
          	
          	
          	Knowing now that the chance of a 1D tour is like probably a low as chance now. I'm grateful to have been alive during this band. 
          	
          	31 years old is WAY to young to die. 
          	
          	
          	Liam, I hope you know the boys want to keep Beat aware of your legacy. Especially Louis  I know how badly this death has probably affected him. He can't catch a break and that's dreadful.
          	
          	
          	To all the boys and Liam's family I hope his funeral is private for the sake of your grief.
          	
          	As everyone I'm sure we would like to know that all the boys are there but end of the day it's not something owed to us. 
          	
          	While we continue on with the future and see the boys continue on , possibly more tours. See Bear from a distance grow up, see his sisters Ruth and Nicola continue to raise their children . Liam's Parents have to deal with the media even more which is dreadful .
          	
          	Jay is definitely welcoming you with wide open arms Liam. 
          	
          	Rest in Peace at last Liam.
          	
          	At last you aren't in pain.
          	
          	Farewell x

mischiefmanaged231

Liam James Payne 
          
          Never in a million years did I think this would happen so soon.
          
          While a lot has been going on recently it's extremely difficult to comprehend how one hour there's these videos on his snap (yes pre recorded) and the next moment he's dead. 
          
          My heart breaks for Bear.
          
          His 7 year old son who will grow up having 7 years of memories with his dad, knowing the public is really what killed him. I hope someone keeps an eye on bear  and continues to protect him.
          
          For the sake of the band I'm shocked.
          
          The first post from the account in 4 years was them posting about Liam's death. How  heartbreaking that is for all of the boys.
          
          
          Knowing now that the chance of a 1D tour is like probably a low as chance now. I'm grateful to have been alive during this band. 
          
          31 years old is WAY to young to die. 
          
          
          Liam, I hope you know the boys want to keep Beat aware of your legacy. Especially Louis  I know how badly this death has probably affected him. He can't catch a break and that's dreadful.
          
          
          To all the boys and Liam's family I hope his funeral is private for the sake of your grief.
          
          As everyone I'm sure we would like to know that all the boys are there but end of the day it's not something owed to us. 
          
          While we continue on with the future and see the boys continue on , possibly more tours. See Bear from a distance grow up, see his sisters Ruth and Nicola continue to raise their children . Liam's Parents have to deal with the media even more which is dreadful .
          
          Jay is definitely welcoming you with wide open arms Liam. 
          
          Rest in Peace at last Liam.
          
          At last you aren't in pain.
          
          Farewell x

mischiefmanaged231

I made this in 2018 roughly, I was 13 ish years old. Starting highschool with no friends, then I met some people who I thought would be my high school friend.Eventually a group of 6 in 2018 became a group of 3 in 2020. Two moved schools, one of those people moved states. The other person stopped coming due to covid. February 2020 things took a turn. My so called “friends” told me they didn’t want to hang out with me and they wanted to make new friends, shocker they didn’t make new friends but I did. Skip to October 2020. I went back to them (idiot) and we started hanging out with two other people. Now 2021. Specifically March, some things I should of seen as a red flag. They never cared abt me. I learnt they had been seeing eachother continuously and not organising anything with me. Always just the rest.March 2021. I had work experience, they never bothered to ask ‘how was work experience’ wanna know who did? My now close friend who at the time we only knew eachother through a mutual friend , she asked how it was and I asked her as well. Sure the others may if not had it til term 3 but they showed no care.

mischiefmanaged231

May 2021. My 16th birthday. Majority gave me money. Funny  enough one of them gave me a dress. If she knew me she would of known I’ve never worn a dress unless I have to nor do I even own dresses.
            1- she got my size way off like why tf would u think I’m a small. Two it was brown. Like wtf no thanks, anyways.
            Like two weeks later one lunch I left that grouo and hanged out with other friends who I had grown closer to
            Oh and April 2021 my friend who moved states had come back and so did the one who stopped coming to school.
            October 2021 this is where it mainly takes a turn. I fully start distancing myself from them (the other friends) I stop sitting with them in class and I stop talking to them. 
            Now it’s February 2023. I have nothing to do with those three anymore. One of them had removed me from all of social media, not like I care.
            The other two still have me. I’m waiting for the day where they remove me but who knows.
            I have the most amazing friends 10000x better then my old ones. 
            Overall being 3 months away from being 18 hasn’t hit me yet. It does seem really scary, especially that now I can actually book my drivers test. Growing up is insane. You go from starting high school with ur big bag, getting lost,knowing no one to being In your last year.No longer getting lost, majority know eachother. In the year 12 lockers,year 12 jackets and no more homegroup. It is pretty scary. Apparently I need to decide what I want to do In the next 8 months. Pretty stupid. I know nothings going to change, I have no clue. 
            
            Oh well that was a rant 
            23-Feb-2023 11:08 pm
            Age 17.
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