miserablemermaid

but i have not written a word more of my play that i have to present tomorrow FML #### my only hope is writing on the plane and idfk if ill do that bc i love to enjoy my flight n eat my meal n synchronize watching a movie w my sister who ilove sm and always want to do thigns with , #chungus #addicted to fun

its nearly september and i M Abuzz with anticipation. a lot could happen..... and i whope it does. and. my flight is in a few hours. ive made a few friends in delhi. i am feeling sociable in that way again where i want to meet new people nd amake new friends. for a few months i didnt want to do that at all which was new for me bc ive always wanted moremore friends different friend for different issue bunches of friendses in different places... my hair is setting into what i want it to look like. i feel ok in my body. i am not in STASIS! i am kinetic !!! i dont love this place or that place i love moving between them, . i have been saying this. lets stay moving. lets keep in movement, our bodies.. i am at once wistful and eager and full of delight. grateful for everything provided for me nd happy for all i am able to do for myself. I hope i can be more honest and true and good in my relationships to other people. i am feeling well. i am feeling quite well. thankuthankuthanku to the stars the universe the mothers the women before me everythig else for keeping me so, keeping me alive keeping me well.

mai sahi hi rehti hu ong

@space-maids kuch ni hua jaani kya hua

boyz ke baare me sahi raye hai

god lemme get everything i want this year which is really just 3-4 things like js lemme get it plz i love masti dont deprive a masti khor of her masti desires

new masti new masti new masti

but savdhaan satark every city has its sad boys . .. we must be cautious nd say No Sad Boy no i reject ur soul-sucking pessimism and inability to be joyful go Awayyyy

so freeing

so freeing to be away in a dif city from the previous sad eyed boy in question na

@gina_alone <33

@miserablemermaid <3

@miserablemermaid thanks for sharing these gorgeous words

happy august ❤️ this sounds so beautiful. i wish to have that one day. no nazar!! 
            (ive been reading too much ao3 bc why did i read happy august as heavy angst)

delhi, the rain is unremitting. between drizzles and showers, i have learned a few new words. i am putting things in their places in my sweet new room. the walls are a soothing white. the furniture is all wood. my curtains are green, my bedsheets are blue, my blanket is pink. sunday i shall go to daryaganj to buy a stack of books. other places i want to see are the local markets to buy jewelry, and the modern art museum, a coffee place i've heard about, and the universities nearby. 
            the next few weeks will mostly be domesticity and togetherness. cooking in my new kitchen, furnishing the place to make it warmer, inviting family over for shaam ki chai. also, writing my play, righting my sleep, taking care of my skin and gut. all good things. all lovely and amazing things.

@space-maids thank you sweeeetie :>

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