misery_and_crow
this message may be offensive
i dont care if the friend group i left does stuff without me. they don't have to hide it, i don't want to do it anyways. can they just see i won't care, because i have people that will peotect me and make me feel ok again? i'm not some fucking baby, i don't care.
its makes me angrier when people hide stuff to try to protect me, cause i'm gonna find out. just tell me if you want, idc, im not in ur friend group anymore, just don't hide it.
sorry for the vent, i feel like theyre treating me like i'm gonna get mad. they know i got overwhelmed with them so the prolly think im a big baby, while in reality they make me so uncomfortable. this is abt my ex friend group. im still friends with most of them, but the group together made me uncomfortable, made me feel stupid, and made me hide myself.
to them:
screw you bitches. idc. just don't hide shit from me. i'm not some fucking baby. I'm AJ. I'm a trans guy, and my name isn't a joke.
it hurts to think im seen as weak and sensitive, when that was because i was uncomofrtable, and sometimes i set limits where i didnt want to be uncomfortable. I've grown and changed since i found new friends, and I now know who i am, and i can be who i want freely.
name joke thing is a different story, ask if u want.
sorry if that was confusing