hi everyone! i made this account a few months after my 10th birthday. i'm 15 years old now and it's cringey as hell looking at it all but i'm a little proud of the worlds i created both to the public and in my drafts. i'm out of my supernatural phase now (which you wouldn't believe from my account lol) but i can respect the obsession i had for 5 years over it.

what i want to say is: supernatural saved my life! i was a really suicidal kid and i used this world of angels and demons to cope with my own monsters. what i'm saying is if you need to use a show as a crutch while you're trying to get through the bad things, there's no weakness in that. 

i created this account a few months into 6th grade, when i had no friends and no reasons to live. and now i'm a junior in high school. i have a lot of friends and i've done many things 10 year old me couldn't have even dreamed of. i'm an activist now. i've raised over a thousand dollars for charity. i've had a girlfriend. and i've saved a life.

so what i'm saying is: be cringey. make millions of worlds that you'll never be able to finish anywhere except inside your head. survive off of wattpad and supernatural and doctor who if it's what you need to do. i started on wattpad when i was 8- and the last time i actually came on here (on another dead account- i haven't been here in years) was in 2016. wattpad used to be my whole life. and now i actually have... a life. it's crazy.

be cringey. ignore what everyone else tells you. do whatever you have to do in order to survive. because the people who make fun of you for your interests don't know what you're really going through. sometimes you need dean winchester yelling at you to take your meds, or castiel convincing you to stay alive another day.

all you have to do is stick it out until it's over. i thought i'd be unhappy forever, but i look at myself now and i'm pretty damn proud of the badass activist bitch i am now.

and yeah- supernatural saved me. what about it?

- alice