miss_hawker

so i somehow forgot my password and now i cant get into wattpad on my phone

miss_hawker

So I lost my virginity.

darwin456fran

@miss_hawker I expect so lol. I'm pretty inexperienced so I just hope your okay overall. And that it didn't hurt too bad. 
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miss_hawker

@darwin456fran yeahhh but like idk at the same time lol. It's confusing as hell
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darwin456fran

@miss_hawker  Damn sis. Sorry if I impose but are you okay after? 
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miss_hawker

Laying almost lifelessly upon a mattress soaked in tears I wish for you to text me. I wish that you cared as much as I do. Thinking of all I have done for you kills me when I compare it to the little effort you've made for me. My mind wanders for a spilt second and I wonder if your worth it. Quickly I brush the thought aside. I love you. And I would rather drag myself through hell and back than give you up. But are you breaking me without even realising it? Your intentions remain good but your actions only cause pain.