miss_pinkyblush

Can someone please help me-
          	Why's my wattpad not working on my regular house wifi? It's not at all loading on the wifi and I have to use my mobile data to open this app. And it's taking a looot of time to upload an image and I'm getting tired of it
          	If anyone knows the problem...pls tell me what I should do

miss_pinkyblush

@derintention idk what the heck is wrong with this app
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derintention

Yess my Wattpad is also like that, it doesn’t let me upload images so I sometimes just give up and when I’m editing my chapters it says that it’s not synced like wtf 
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miss_pinkyblush

Can someone please help me-
          Why's my wattpad not working on my regular house wifi? It's not at all loading on the wifi and I have to use my mobile data to open this app. And it's taking a looot of time to upload an image and I'm getting tired of it
          If anyone knows the problem...pls tell me what I should do

miss_pinkyblush

@derintention idk what the heck is wrong with this app
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derintention

Yess my Wattpad is also like that, it doesn’t let me upload images so I sometimes just give up and when I’m editing my chapters it says that it’s not synced like wtf 
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miss_pinkyblush

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First of all sorry in advance for this long post, but I really want to let this out of my mind because no one's there for me to listen to my worries.
          I really want to quit my coaching class. Eventhough my vacations have started, but the class lengths are so long and I had also missed some of the important classes due to my exams that it's getting unbearable for me to keep up with the lectures. Yes, at first it was because of my will my mom paid for the admission. But I had told her to not pay the cash in full amount thinking if I ever had the thought about quitting it then the whole money won't go wasted. But guess what, she paid in full amount. At first it was fine for me to listen to the classes. Then as time passed, it was getting difficult for me to keep it up with my school studies. Now, during my vacation time, I have to watch the classes that I had missed. And honestly it's getting fucking tiring. The long continues lectures... I'm not able to keep up with it. I thought these classes will benefit my 12th grade, but my guess was wrong as the syllabus is really different and way more advanced. But I still attended the classes at that time, managed to write the weekly examinations without complaining. Yesterday, I told my mom that I wanted to quit the coaching and she got furious. I really can't progress the classes anymore as it's getting complex. I explained to her my reason but she twisted my words saying that I don't work hard and that I'm not interested in studying anymore. Like, when did I even said that? I managed both my school and coaching schedules without complaining, and at that time no one in family ever asked me if I was doing well or if it manageable for me to keep up the classes. Literally, no one asked me that. Instead, she just nag at me all the time, saying that I don't have any aim or that I'm too lazy to take risk. If I my marks are low then it's my fault but if my marks are excellent, then it's all because of God's work.

miss_pinkyblush

@derintention I don't think she'll really get it:(
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derintention

@miss_pinkyblush omf why is she saying that you only talk bec you want money, like you’re still young, you’re still living with them, she can’t expect you to have everything ready??? I rlly hope your mother could understand you, bec if she keeps treating you like this then you’d only grow more distant and form resentment towards her, then she’ll wonder why her kids don’t want to talk to her =_=
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miss_pinkyblush

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@derintention it's really nice that your family came to understand your difficulties...but here, my mom's just making things worse by guilt tripping me, saying that I only talk to them if I want something or only if I want money. I'm so fucking tired listening to their rants, like give me some peace
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miss_pinkyblush

I decided to unpublish Ethereal for now...I just read the story again in my drafts and I felt the whole story was bit rushed. I think I can write it way better now, so I'll most probably write the story from start (the plot is still the same, but I'll elaborate and make the story more lengthy, I guess)
          Don't know when I'll start writing...maybe after finishing Wonbin and Seunghan’s books

miss_pinkyblush

My school life.....is officially over...[and I'm celebrating eventhough my accountancy exam didn't go that well:)]

miss_pinkyblush

@Rachael855055 aww...thank you for the kind words<3
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Rachael855055

School life is kinda hard, as someone who finished high school last year, now I see how much I was stressing over some exams, but now those exams doesn’t matter anymore, what I want to say is enjoy in your life and even if you sometimes don’t do well in exams, remember that its important that you gave your best and hard work is always awarded if not now there will be sometime in the future! I am pure example of that, so I wish you all the best! Good luck in new journeys!
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miss_pinkyblush

Why do my mom and brother think that I'm hiding or something is going on just because I don't talk too much in the house..? Like as an Introvert I really struggle to have conversations. Even among my friends circle, I'm not the one that initiates talks. I prefer to listen or just go with the flow. And now due to study holidays I mostly stay at home, do my studies and scroll through my phone..I don't really have much to talk about. Obviously I can't talk about kpop or my fanfiction works because they don't like those things. I don't understand like why are they forcing me when I genuinely don't have anything to converse. Sometimes I wish I lived alone so that no one would bother me

miss_pinkyblush

@Rachael855055 same girl. I also like listening to music with headphones, even when I'm watching youtube, reels etc, I use headphones. Basically can't live without it (lol)
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Rachael855055

I really understand you. I’m also introvert. I spend the most of my time in the room listening to music or scrolling on my phone. My parents also sometimes think that I’m hiding something from them. Usually when I talk with my mother I talk with her about hair care or skin care or cats, cause we don’t have same interests in music or series. With my father I talk about technology (but they always ask me what I’m doing whole day in my room and how I’m not bored being alone) I also prefer listening music with headphones it brings me peace
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daisyurina

Omg your carrd is so cute!!! Also I will try my best to catch up on your books, im sure they’re all going great! Your stories are always amazing :) 

miss_pinkyblush

@daisyurina aww thank you...and that's fine, take ur time. I'm also trying to catch up with ur stories as well, they're really good♡
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miss_pinkyblush

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I'm so fucking tired of my life
          Wish I could go to a deep sleep and not wake up anymore

miss_pinkyblush

@derintention but we live in a society where marks and attendance are more important than mental health:/ thank you for replying to my rant hehe...I'm feeling bit better after writing my frustrations out (lol)
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derintention

@miss_pinkyblush oh gosh. Your coordinator sounds so ugh, like they never want to understand the students. Attendance isn't always everything, as long as you're getting good grades and passing the subjects then that's all that matters. I hope your 12 grade experience starts to calm down a bit, ik that 12 grade is when everything starts to get rlly stressful since it's the last year that you'd be a student :( I've been through the same situation as you and I nearly wanted to end everything bec all the stress was pilling up so bad I couldn't do anything other than cry in the bathroom from all the overwhelming emotions. I'm srry about what's currently happening in your home life, hopefully, everything will get better soon bestie :((, sending you prayers so everything will turn out well in your life <3
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miss_pinkyblush

@derintention it's getting really hard to manage my school schedule with coaching classes. I wasn't able to attend any of the coaching sessions last few weeks due to exams. And teachers in my school are also speeding up the subjects, because of that it's getting little hard to keep up with upto date portions and lots of homework, assignments, oral tests and more. Like today, my coordinator called me asking me why was I not attending the online classes. Istg, I had explained to them a hundred times that I'm mostly focusing on my 12th grade and that I will watch the recorded classes later, but they only care about my attendance rate. They are talking like I don't have any life outside studies.
            Aside these, the condition at my home is also not going well. My father's business has gone downhill and millions of loan has to be paid to other people. Luckily my mother is earning money through stock marketing and because of that we're atleast surviving. 
            There's a big chance that my mom and I will move to another city next year, if my father is not able to repay all the loan
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derintention

girl, I have so many assignments that I'm unable to read any of the new chapters you've uploaded. but I promise that once they're all out of the way, I'll read them :((!!

miss_pinkyblush

@derintention that's fine girl, take your time. The book will always be there in the wattpad. Focus on your assignments and I hope you'll do well ^^<3
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