miss_pinkyblush

Why do my mom and brother think that I'm hiding or something is going on just because I don't talk too much in the house..? Like as an Introvert I really struggle to have conversations. Even among my friends circle, I'm not the one that initiates talks. I prefer to listen or just go with the flow. And now due to study holidays I mostly stay at home, do my studies and scroll through my phone..I don't really have much to talk about. Obviously I can't talk about kpop or my fanfiction works because they don't like those things. I don't understand like why are they forcing me when I genuinely don't have anything to converse. Sometimes I wish I lived alone so that no one would bother me

miss_pinkyblush

@Rachael855055 same girl. I also like listening to music with headphones, even when I'm watching youtube, reels etc, I use headphones. Basically can't live without it (lol)
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Rachael855055

I really understand you. I’m also introvert. I spend the most of my time in the room listening to music or scrolling on my phone. My parents also sometimes think that I’m hiding something from them. Usually when I talk with my mother I talk with her about hair care or skin care or cats, cause we don’t have same interests in music or series. With my father I talk about technology (but they always ask me what I’m doing whole day in my room and how I’m not bored being alone) I also prefer listening music with headphones it brings me peace
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miss_pinkyblush

Why do my mom and brother think that I'm hiding or something is going on just because I don't talk too much in the house..? Like as an Introvert I really struggle to have conversations. Even among my friends circle, I'm not the one that initiates talks. I prefer to listen or just go with the flow. And now due to study holidays I mostly stay at home, do my studies and scroll through my phone..I don't really have much to talk about. Obviously I can't talk about kpop or my fanfiction works because they don't like those things. I don't understand like why are they forcing me when I genuinely don't have anything to converse. Sometimes I wish I lived alone so that no one would bother me

miss_pinkyblush

@Rachael855055 same girl. I also like listening to music with headphones, even when I'm watching youtube, reels etc, I use headphones. Basically can't live without it (lol)
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Rachael855055

I really understand you. I’m also introvert. I spend the most of my time in the room listening to music or scrolling on my phone. My parents also sometimes think that I’m hiding something from them. Usually when I talk with my mother I talk with her about hair care or skin care or cats, cause we don’t have same interests in music or series. With my father I talk about technology (but they always ask me what I’m doing whole day in my room and how I’m not bored being alone) I also prefer listening music with headphones it brings me peace
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daisyurina

Omg your carrd is so cute!!! Also I will try my best to catch up on your books, im sure they’re all going great! Your stories are always amazing :) 

miss_pinkyblush

@daisyurina aww thank you...and that's fine, take ur time. I'm also trying to catch up with ur stories as well, they're really good♡
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miss_pinkyblush

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I'm so fucking tired of my life
          Wish I could go to a deep sleep and not wake up anymore

miss_pinkyblush

@derintention but we live in a society where marks and attendance are more important than mental health:/ thank you for replying to my rant hehe...I'm feeling bit better after writing my frustrations out (lol)
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derintention

@miss_pinkyblush oh gosh. Your coordinator sounds so ugh, like they never want to understand the students. Attendance isn't always everything, as long as you're getting good grades and passing the subjects then that's all that matters. I hope your 12 grade experience starts to calm down a bit, ik that 12 grade is when everything starts to get rlly stressful since it's the last year that you'd be a student :( I've been through the same situation as you and I nearly wanted to end everything bec all the stress was pilling up so bad I couldn't do anything other than cry in the bathroom from all the overwhelming emotions. I'm srry about what's currently happening in your home life, hopefully, everything will get better soon bestie :((, sending you prayers so everything will turn out well in your life <3
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miss_pinkyblush

@derintention it's getting really hard to manage my school schedule with coaching classes. I wasn't able to attend any of the coaching sessions last few weeks due to exams. And teachers in my school are also speeding up the subjects, because of that it's getting little hard to keep up with upto date portions and lots of homework, assignments, oral tests and more. Like today, my coordinator called me asking me why was I not attending the online classes. Istg, I had explained to them a hundred times that I'm mostly focusing on my 12th grade and that I will watch the recorded classes later, but they only care about my attendance rate. They are talking like I don't have any life outside studies.
            Aside these, the condition at my home is also not going well. My father's business has gone downhill and millions of loan has to be paid to other people. Luckily my mother is earning money through stock marketing and because of that we're atleast surviving. 
            There's a big chance that my mom and I will move to another city next year, if my father is not able to repay all the loan
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derintention

girl, I have so many assignments that I'm unable to read any of the new chapters you've uploaded. but I promise that once they're all out of the way, I'll read them :((!!

miss_pinkyblush

@derintention that's fine girl, take your time. The book will always be there in the wattpad. Focus on your assignments and I hope you'll do well ^^<3
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