misscaines

account rebranded ♡
          	
          	
          	in case you guys can't recognize me anymore, this account was formerly know as KCauthor/moonslock. And my account contained TXT fics. 
          	
          	The fics will remain in my library. But I'll be starting to write in a completely different fandom. I'm just letting you guys know so feel free to unfollow or block me. But if you would like to stay, then you are more than welcome! ♡

misscaines

account rebranded ♡
          
          
          in case you guys can't recognize me anymore, this account was formerly know as KCauthor/moonslock. And my account contained TXT fics. 
          
          The fics will remain in my library. But I'll be starting to write in a completely different fandom. I'm just letting you guys know so feel free to unfollow or block me. But if you would like to stay, then you are more than welcome! ♡

misscaines

Hello, everyone! How have you been?
          
          Before you guys keep reading, please know that I'm only coming back all of a sudden, because I missed this app. The remaining TXT fics that I have will stay as DISCONTINUED. In the past few days, I also realized something. Before I was a writer, I was also a reader. And it broke my heart every time a writer that I like here in Wattpad, disappears. It made me worry about how they've been, if they had moved forward in life, and if they have already reached their dreams?
          
          So, if you ever liked any of my TXT books, and if you're worried about me, please know that I'm okay, and that I'm eating and doing well. I'm truly sorry that I can no longer continue the remaining books. I didn't want to force myself to keep writing them, that is the truth. I just can't write with half-assed effort. 
          
          But, I also want to be honest with you guys about something. I had been in the K-POP fandom for a decade already. And if you are too, then maybe you've noticed the shift in all the kpop groups? It pains me to say this, but around 2023, I had planned to still finish the books even though I received some feedbacks and criticism that made me lose my spark in writing xreader fics. But the K-POP community became so toxic for me that there no longer was a day where I had fun scrolling through k-updates. The toxicity was overwhelming and tiring and draining. And I don't like staying in spaces where I could no longer have fun loving the groups I supported. I will not go into detail on what happened exactly. Basically, the toxicity made me lose interest. I loved BTS, SVT, and TXT so much, but I couldn't force myself to stay in environments that negatively affects me. I still get updated with what each group is currently doing, but I haven't been actively supporting since 2024. I can't say the same thing for my future self, because maybe she'll get back to her roots one day and relive the fun she had.
          
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misscaines

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If you guys want to know how I coped up, I started watching animes in January 2025. No one even suggested it, I just decided to try it one day. And I gotta admit, it's hella fun. You might be wondering, "aren't anime fandoms just as toxic as kpop fandoms?" Well, anime characters remain as anime characters. They don't get hurt by the toxicity in their fandoms because they are not even real in the first place. They are not alive. Meanwhile, there are so many K-POP idols getting hurt in the current gen of K-POP, they get cancelled for doing ABSOLUTLEY NOTHING. If they dance with less energy, they get called out, if they dance with more energy, they get called overdancer/attention-seeker. Y'all got my point? 
            
            "Oh, but kpop fandoms had always been toxic, yk?" Trust me, I know. Like I said, I've been into K-POP for a decade now. 
            
            "Then you're not a real fan, then? Because you left." Well, maybe you're right? But you're not the one who wrote a Hueningkai fic 7 years ago, when there was only like 7 or 9 Hueningkai fics in the tags. You're not the one who struggled to find the official soundtracks of the group because your dumbass didn't know back then that they were accessible in their official YouTube and Spotify. You're not the one who watched Soobin and Yeonjun's introductory vid just days later after the release and defended them when the other fandom said they will only be successful because BTS was their seniors. 
            
            Okay, pause. I didn't expect to just burst out like this. But these had been in my mind for so long and it's refreshing to let it out.
            
            Anyways, I might write something for an anime fandom in the following week. I'm doing my summer internship, so I don't have much to do for a few weeks. I'm just letting you guys know so you can feel free to unfollow or block me. But if you'd like to stay, then you are more than welcome. 
            
            Thirteen more piercings and a counselling session later, I'm back. :D
            
            I do art, too. ♡
            
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