missippi-_-

New phone time, might not be able to log in ever again so just in case I'll be saying my probable goodbye :((

-SH_Connecticut-

What happened to the rest of your name-
          Mississippi-

003percent

@-SH_Connecticut-  yeah, figured so
            I've gotten the question quite a few times
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-SH_Connecticut-

Ohhh ok
            I remembered randomly seeing your user and thinking about Mississippi that why I asked
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003percent

@-SH_Connecticut-  it wasn't meant to be (my @ actually has nothing to do with mississippi)
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003percent

I am now AR 59, i no longer play.
          
          I am interested in broadchurch and doctor who.
          
          I listen to the smiths, kino, and kaizers orchestra.
          
          I am reading a hitch hikers guide to the galaxy.
          
          I quite like david tennant and mads mikkelsen.
          
          I have almost lost all my friends and i no longer speak to people everyday.
          
          I started at a new school.
          
          I am being semi-bullied.
          
          I keep my interests to myself and i don't bother looking for people with the same interests. 
          
          I have been referred to a therapist.
          
          I got a cat after three years of missing the others.
          
          I sometimes cry myself to sleep.
          
          I wish i looked different.
          
          I am no longer good at things, mediocre at everything else.
          
          I crave praise and validation.
          
          I don't have the energy to try.
          
          Otherwise, i am fine. Perfectly fine.

003percent

@estheravenger thanks!! I quite literally just woke up so i apologisr for any spelling mistakes
            
            I've always felt like the outcast when it comes to almost anytging. Also i mean, telling him mifht make it worse lol. I'll try to find the right occasion to hint at it. :) 
            
            Other than that, know that i'm here ya and you can message me if you feel you want tl talk to someone!! (I might not know how to respond, but know that i am with you in it<3)
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estheravenger

@003percent 
            I'm sorry you feel you can't talk to your friends about things you like, that sucks. I hope someone comes along who you feel you can speak your mind to,  or your new friends change your mind and you become the bestest of friends. If you don't like the kys joke, you inform your friend, I'm sure they'll stop if you tell them to. 
            
            Either way, I am here for you. Talking to you is the highlight of my week too :) 
            
            Ps. I can definetly see the improvement on your english! Good job lol.
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003percent

@estheravenger i totally remember you!! I think of that comment section almost daily now. Seeing a notif from you might be the highlight of my week. :DD 
            
            i've made a few friends, but i don't really talk to them you know? Feels like i can't talk to them about things i like. One of them tells me to kill myself as a joke, i know it's a joke, but it still hurts. 
            Also feels like almost all of my teachers don't like me. 
            
            Barely try to do my schoolwork too heh
            
            Sorry for dumpin that on ya', i don't really talk about how i feel to others so this was quite the surprise. I feel like i've gotten much better at english and i hope you can see the improvement!!
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003percent

Anyways, this is now my old account that will be deeply missed. I'll never forget any of the people that i met or talked to on here because they shaped me into the still very young person i am now. 
          
          I have way too many fond memories of summer 2020 that i hope i'll never forget :)
          
          
          2020 to 2021 was a period of my life when i was at my lowest, it was probably also the time i didn't feel embarassed for anything i did, even if it wasn't perfect.
          
          'I may be cringe but i am free' might fit it the best, heh
          
          Alot of people that had the same interests in the same way. Alot of people that welcomed me and made me excited to read a little more everyday. I thank everyone of you who ever interacted with me and especially those i would talk to everyday <3
          
          All my love -harm
          I'll never forget you guys  

fairyskullzz

yo ! i know i dont know you, but i was looking around callmecactipri’s profile (for nostalgia purposes) and i saw you there nd your profile looked interesting so i kinda just. clicked it yknow. and i wanted to say that i’m AR57 too and a kazuha main as well! ive mained him since he came out :] i started playing genshin right at the end of windblume (nearly 13 months now lol)
          i also listened to the song you said in your bio that you really liked and it’s a super calming song! i really really like it
          anyways im sorry for bothering a stranger but yeah!! i just felt super compelled to write this (and i usually dont because im too scared) but you seemed trustworthy so .. !

missippi-_-

@fairyskullzz  didn't bother me at all, i am not online that much since I got an ao3 account heh. I've mained kazuha here and there and i'm really glad you liked the song^^ 
            
            makes me feel happy to know that i seem trustworthy to a person I've never talked to before.
            Sad i didn't reply earlier but that's how some things are :) 
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