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Clara watch this!
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Okay, so I know that I said that I was going to go offline for a few days but my mom is still asleep rn and I have no idea where she left my study packets! With what I said earlier about that entire "you deserve better than to be someone's maybe sometimes" speech, I think that this is the perfect time to post this fun pop song I wrote last month. It's called "Will They, Won't They?" AND I SWEAR IT'S SO CATCHY IN MY HEAD, very disco and confetti dancefloor vibes!! If I ever release it, you'll hear what I mean!! This song is truly empowering and I think we all need some of that energy in life. So for those of you that are interested in the songs that I write, here's an update for Sweet Misery: Heartbreak Confessions! <3
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1500424063-sweet-misery-heartbreak-confessions-%E2%9D%9Dwill-they

ONE LAST THING I HAVE TO SAY BEFORE MY WEEK-LONG-HIATUS!! I for one am glad that I have no Valentine this year!! I came to a beautiful realization earlier and that is that no one should have to try so hard to prove their love just to receive a little back for a few seconds until that thought is all forgotten by the LI again. All this time I've been patiently waiting for someone to seriously notice me, to really realize the love I can provide them with for my life. All this pining and longing, keeping quiet, thinking this is how it should go but I was wrong, that's not true or healthy. This isn't a novel, so why should there be an entire year or two of a slippery slope slow burn that can easily be put out by the water of reality? 
          
          I think I deserve better than to be the girl who just waits for something that is never going to happen. I'm going to no longer live in delusion and be stuck in a moment that was two years ago. It's long gone, time to leave this love behind once and for all.
          
          Yesterday I came back from Monterey Park a changed woman. There are just so many opportunities waiting for me and this fall, it's a whole new chapter of my life! Sure, it does involve patiently waiting a while, but I'm fine with that because I think that finding my own happiness is right around the corner and I KNOW it. There's just so much to come, so much I'll gladly learn about real soon.
          
          I'm glad that I have no Valentine because I don't love myself YET. I've had no self-respect and settled for waiting. Did I think that I didn't deserve better than the rollercoaster I put myself through? I get that in life there's gonna be so many chances at romance and heartbreak. I'm scared of that but it's time to be fearless about it this fall.
          
          Moral of the story: if you gave it your all to keep the love alive and got nothing back, then it's not worth your time. You can do better. Know your worth. You WILL love again, because if it's right, love IS worth it.

Hi you guys!! I got into a huge argument with my mom yesterday because I was just so fed up already ( it's a long story but basically I was very sleepy and she wasn't letting me go to sleep because she wanted me to help clean until the chore got done and I said that wasn't fair because I'm an adult and I have the right to decide when I go to sleep ) sooo I'm not really going to be online until there's temporarily not too much bad blood going on in my house. It'll just be a few days- the longest being a week. If I decide to be offline longer than a week, then I'll come back and make an announcement notifying that! I can't go too long being offline, so I will be back, you can trust that! Rn I just think that I won't be able to find time online under these conditions of my mom being very mad.
          
          I'll miss you 'til then and please do take care of yourself!! <3

hey princess !!!

But I'm not expecting anything for while

I'm craving new OR music

I HOPE OLIVIA ANNOUNCES SOMETHING SOON TBH

for KING & COUNTRY, Sabrina, Alessia, and Bailey Spinn?!?!

But I'm getting fed in February