Im sorry guys for not updating, this is to whoever is interested in my story. The reason why is thats everytime I decide to do a story I aleays convince myself that my story is crap and is not worth updating because of the lack of feedback. Also because I think my story is not worthy of reads , but iknow that with time I will improve and I can get feedback with time also . So I've decided to continue this story and be active also to help my people who spent hours crying and grieving over zayn's depature like I have , and I am still having trouble keeping it together because it seems like that is all a joke . So that taught me to not give up on what I love doing and not let you guys down