mistmuichiro

My tannie….,

mistmuichiro

Sorry readers for the long waiting. I was diagnosed with a benign brain tumour and had surgery. Now resting well...

KPOP_CLUB_97

@mistmuichiro Take care and get better soon :) 
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aryajithh

@mistmuichiro take care of your health dear , may God bless you with lots of happiness 
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mistmuichiro

I am fine…But when you ask twice while looking into my eyes, I will definitely cry. I have been procrastinating a lot of things on my daily life. I can’t even rise from my bed, eat anything, just sit and do nothing. I have tried to write but my brain is not braining properly.I have contacted my therapist he said I have depression and also I am going through a stage of grief. This is my 4th episode of depression. Also I got grief as a result of loss of my favourite person. Presently I can’t ventilate my sadness. Emotional fluctuations are there, but I can’t cry. I am pretending as someone who is not me. Masking my problems under a happy face. I am not just nagging about my problems and also I am not catastrophizing my issues. 
          
          Don’t worry I will come back and update in a week.

Ku_ku_25_

@mistmuichiro you yourself are a BTS lover so you have seen their journey right...you have seen their path. Their struggles nd all the others things they had to go through to be at where they're today...If they had it all easy maybe they won't be who they are today...so take it as your biggest inspiration darling and believe in yourself and your journey...Good luck...
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Ku_ku_25_

@mistmuichiro It's good that you are consulting a therapist...don't know how much time it will take...bt it'll pass dear just don't lose hope nd hand in there...bt until then please focus on yourself that is the most important rn...
            
            Don't worry nd don't force yourself...take as much time as you need...I am sure the readers will understand nd support you...and we'll wait until you be better...your stories are really good so don't worry...you can do it honey...
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mistmuichiro

I really hate the changes happening in my life. Death of one parent, loss of dear lover, end of college life,not getting admitted to desired courses, not getting a job. Everything happens for a reason they say. But how can a person cope up with all the problems together in life? What reason will come after these worst? I wish I was born under different circumstances and smooth like my every other friends.Creating a happy aura under my depressed face is making me really tired. The best is yet to come. Is it the best trauma or is it the best moment ?

Ku_ku_25_

@mistmuichiro And you don't have to pretend that you are happy all the time...sometimes it's okay to be sad..it's okay if you are not feeling okay...don't waste your energy into pretending...It can be very exhausting...you don't have to show the world your true emotions bt you don't need to pretend either..
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Ku_ku_25_

@mistmuichiro from my personal experiences I can tell you only this...all the hardships you're going through will make you stronger..mold you into a person you never knew you can be...maybe they have it all easy and smooth bt my dear...always remember this that easy and smooth roads can never lead you on top...if you wanna reach at the top of the mountain you have to go through a path full of blocks and sharp turns...it won't be easy bt you'll get through it and shine like a diamond...so my darling just hang in there okay...
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