@mistype i totally understand how you're feeling, i think every once in awhile when i'm not on this app i kind of realized how unnecessary it is for me when i don't write. it is hard for me to write because motivation is so hard for me to find so it takes me awhile to update and i'm still in school so it's even more rough. also this place can be highly toxic and I think we all at some point have seen or been through how bad it can truly be. plus i think this place is slowly becoming more and more dead, i think some people are still trying their best to keep their account alive and their readers reading but it's really hard.