mitskanie10

I don’t want to drag him with me through life drag his perfectly good future down the drain that is my life. I’m worried I’ll set him back further than I should. Crush him and break him. I don’t want to turn him into a stranger. I just want to hug him and love him until I physically can’t any longer (not sexually you nastys) but I’m afraid I’ll ruin everything he has going for him 

mitskanie10

I don’t want to drag him with me through life drag his perfectly good future down the drain that is my life. I’m worried I’ll set him back further than I should. Crush him and break him. I don’t want to turn him into a stranger. I just want to hug him and love him until I physically can’t any longer (not sexually you nastys) but I’m afraid I’ll ruin everything he has going for him 

mitskanie10

To fall in love with someone you may never have is to fall in love with someone whom simply doesn’t want you. Darling you must learn to move on. I have from “that stupid girl” that “girl who made me so sick so angry so mad” and to top it off she doesn’t even know that. She pushed me so I left and fell for another. Now he is my gravity holding me to earth from my ignorance and childish ways taking off. He is my rock and somehow he got the pickiest girl to fall for a man when she doesn’t even trust most women after what “he” did to her so many times before.