mixity

Hi, My Lovelies!!
          	
          	So I'm gonna answer the first, the most asked question, first....??? 
          	I don't know.
          	Many private messages were in line of: "Will you ever finish this story, or that will  you find enough moju to get to that story??
          	I still don't know if I can answer you all. I truly think I could work better, and write better if I had more 'mojo'... But truth be told, I've never felt like less writing than in the past 2 years. My youngest is 11 years old. Her ADHD is somewhat severe, believe it or not, the oldest one has deep autism.... so let's say.. within family stuff... I feel and deal with a lot... I even quit my Korean studies to take some time off.. and deal with my girls...
          	But it did leave me a problem. I wrote some stuff, but felt zero inspiration to continue that way of thinking. I will continue as soon as I feel like it!!!
          	
          	Has anyone listened to/read M J. Auel's books??? She was my fav writer when I was about 10-11... Does anyone remember taking her books home from the library?? I remember the Valley of Horses, read it until it was like 6am, and had to pretend I just woke up,...

mixity

Hi, My Lovelies!!
          
          So I'm gonna answer the first, the most asked question, first....??? 
          I don't know.
          Many private messages were in line of: "Will you ever finish this story, or that will  you find enough moju to get to that story??
          I still don't know if I can answer you all. I truly think I could work better, and write better if I had more 'mojo'... But truth be told, I've never felt like less writing than in the past 2 years. My youngest is 11 years old. Her ADHD is somewhat severe, believe it or not, the oldest one has deep autism.... so let's say.. within family stuff... I feel and deal with a lot... I even quit my Korean studies to take some time off.. and deal with my girls...
          But it did leave me a problem. I wrote some stuff, but felt zero inspiration to continue that way of thinking. I will continue as soon as I feel like it!!!
          
          Has anyone listened to/read M J. Auel's books??? She was my fav writer when I was about 10-11... Does anyone remember taking her books home from the library?? I remember the Valley of Horses, read it until it was like 6am, and had to pretend I just woke up,...

mixity

Hi, My Lovely's!
          
          The truth is, I got to apologize even though I've got nothing to apologize for. Times have been tough, depressive and not so... I could say that I have had troubles and work and I did not have any time to write... which is true. But I also had no spirit to tell you about it and to say how truly sorry I was! If I did that, I actually thought you wouldn't have any reason to believe me. Though I always write as I feel, and post messages about how I feel, I never felt like this would show my utmost feelings. But still, I hope that this sincere, even though not apologetic message finds you and you can see, and feel, that I haven't forgotten any of you!
          For a while I didn't write not one word, not in my notebook, nor in Word, nor in here. I was truly on the edge and didn't feel like sitting down and writing down my utmost feelings.
          Though by now I have taken care of some of my feelings and am feeling a little better, I don't know when exactly I will post another chapter(s) for you because truth be told, I'm not satisfied with them, but one day, hopefully soon, I will post them and definitely will edit some of my stories from the start.
          
          I am truly grateful to whomever still follows me and for every moment you spent reading my heartfelt stories :)
          
          Thank you all!

mixity

Hello, my Lovely readers!
          
          Well.. this has been a difficult year for most, and definitely more difficult because of inhuman aggression in Ukraine and difficulties in the economy and society.
          I can't tell you all that has befallen me and I probably don't have to. Most or all who have read my stories know how I feel. Yes, I'm sure that these feelings I write about in stories.. where else do they come from.. my own head, my mind and this is what makes them compelling to anyone who reads them and continues waiting for updates.
          I might be feeling regretful for not continuing writing and not submitting new chapters to different stories, but I can't say I did so, didn't do so, for just boredom or because of indifference.
          For a time I didn't have time, for a time I was attending Korean language school, for a semester, so I had no thought apart from studying every day, of every time I could, and also I had no real feelings of inspiration nor true happiness for the chapters to look alive and be good enough to share.
          For now, though I have written some in my notebook and have edited some of my writings, I believe it will take me about a few weeks to post some. I definitely will and plan to. The mojo I was waiting and hoping for has partly returned. Though truth be told, it's not like before. I have serious troubles and happenings I did not expect and though I don't love to whine, sometimes I do feel weak and not up to the bar.
          
          All that said. Whoever, anyone who has waited for this long and still shows interest in my half-finished stories, hope the wait has not been wasted, you will see something new soon enough. And as I am still alive, as long as I feel ok, I will continue publishing!
          
          Love you all, for waiting, reading, commenting and for all the stars in the sky!
          Mixity.

xian_wang002

Hi sweetheart,
          Thanks for following me... hope you like my work... stay happy & safe❤
          
          
          And I love your kongart storys.. I looking forward for your new kongart story...❤

mixity

@xian_wang002 Hello Love! There probably won't be a new Kongart story. Not that I don't love them, but I have too much to watch and to write about. Especially because I love originals. Though I definitely will continue my TharnType fanfic and many others I stumble on my road to my own original books. Thank you for writing!
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mixity

Writing and war!
          
          These past months have been difficult.
          First, my own financial problems took a toll on my ability to think and function. Then it was the obvious depression and problems with my husband, kids. Only lately I understand it all deeply and not just as a woman who feels everyone has done her injustice.
          There were many problems with my health. Like I can't most likely play badminton ever again and it is only fixable with operations. I either have to start working or finding a new way to live. Which right now is giving advice to people. Kind of therapy, which as a matter of fact works out nicely.. maybe even something I can do consistently. Which might improve my livelihood and help my own mind and in term help everyone around me feel better too. I am right now trying to make it work, learning, concentrating mostly on 14-30y old and acting as an experience-counsellor. Dependant on my own shitty and bad experiences from childhood and still ongoing war inside my now-former family.
          
          Coming onto writing my stories. I can't express how sorry I am, that the delay has been so extreme, but it was never, has never been and will never be my intention to stop writing. I might write different genres and it might not always be 'smooth sailing, but I'm continuing with every single one of them.
          This kind of work I'm trying to figure out for myself might truly help a lot, and it gives me a lot of content possibilities I didn't have before. A deeper understanding of people's psyche. I also already conducted interviews with special working people, so I can continue 'True feelings' with more depth and understanding.
          
          Now if anyone is not familiar with the problems in this world, at this very moment, I am very much familiar, very worried too. I live in Estonia, when Putin is successful in occupying Ukraine we might be next, or very soon coming under threat. I don't expect people to pity us, nor think the worst will come to be. But I would pray for Ukrainians right now!

ScriptedSoul2

Thank you for following me. Hope you'll like my stories..

mixity

@SeeThroughsYou, thank you! And for following me  I usually follow people who I find connection in stories or whom I talk to. So I followed you with intention to read yours. When time allows I will definitely try to read them. Also, hope you like mine.
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mixity

Lovely ones!!!
          
          I apologize to all who still have the patients to read my stories and wait for updates.
          
          The reasoning is simple, long period of depression, no idea what to write anymore, harsh reality and difficult family relationships...
          
          I truly didn't quit writing, I just wasn't able to write even two words that made sense.. only a little bit, maybe now about two weeks ago, I went to my home island, and suddenly found myself writing again.
          Wrote 4 chapters for different stories I have been wanting to continue. It's all in my notebook, the one I write by hand. So will definitely type them up into Wattpad, as soon as possible and then publish them.
          
          The new court, True feelings and Illusive immortality are the main stories I plan to continue, one new review and one version for ADTOY are almost done.
          
          I can't say how sorry I am for not updating and for all of the glitzes in Wattpad, I truly hope none of it applies to me... But if you feel like my absence is contributed to Wattpad, just check the last chapters of my stories, I guess it will show you if you missed anything..
          
          Anyway, have a cooler summer and hope you get to read my stories, like them, comment on them and follow me :))
          
          Thank you all! Love you all!!!

mixity

Illusive immortality has a new chapter up as well.
          Wanted to get this out sooner, but I have too much to deal with and though this is my first priority, I got too involved with True feelings and one other story. Sadly I can't post that book yet, I just recently started editing it and translating it into English, so it's gonna take some time.
          
          Hope everyone are healthy and safe in this world of today!
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1042607325-illusive-immortality-v

mixity

I'm on my almost writing spree again :) will update True feelings in a few days. Finishing TharnType S2 review tonight.
          
          Fun fact, got my COVID positive test result today.. So seems like I have 10days to do nothing but write :)
          
          Hope you all are healthy and well.
          No worrying for me, I have the mildest symptoms ever, just hope my family gets through this as easily as I am. 
          
          Love to all!

mixity

@user59114861 Tnx! Will get through this hopefully just fine!
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user59114861

@mixity Sorry to this. Prayers for you to get well. Take care.
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