MJ

Hi, are you gonna continue the "way of life' book? | just finished chapter 46 and it's really good to just end it on a cliffhanger.

also, i watched avatar fire and ash yesterday in the theatre (i know, it took me soooo long to finally watch it). AND NO DOUBT  was it an AMAZING movie (my heart dropped when ronal and rotxo died bro and i miss neteyam sm) idk why many of my friends disliked it but since no one is as deep in this avatar shit as me, it kinda makes sense that it didnt make sense to them as much as it did to me. and the post avatar depression... i need some time to heal.
          
          LASTLY damn should i say i didnt expect to see the torture like the kuru being sewered by Varang or anyone in the movie because it was a theoretical idea in my mind when i was writing this story of mine 'way of life' after the release of the atwow. i feel so genius for writing such a torturous method even before the remnants or the trailers of the third avatar movie came out but i also feel DEFEATED because wdym the sewered kuru actually kills them? i previously thought it would just cause permanent neurological damage which kind of turned to be wrong. i need to edit some stuff in my story now :,)

ok so i don't remember med school being THIS hard. i think its because i joined in the middle of the sem. i should've taken my parents advice and joined the next sem instead T_T

Will you be updating soon?!
          

helloooo! last month of the year update:  i'm done with chemo and my life is slowly coming back on track. I had to pause med school because of this but i'm glad i'm still alive. my body is still pretty weak with huge fluctuations in weight. I went from 68kg to 52kg and now to 59kg . i had even shaved my head 3 months ago because i was losing so much hair and thought my hair would shed in patches but fortunately that didn't happen. my hair still grew within this much time however they're still pretty fine. Now all that's left for me to do is rest, take my meds and relax before I'm completely ready to go back to my normal life.
          
          i hope this can be a reminder for everyone to be grateful for everything they have because we never know when life could take such a turn<3 
          
          Also a big thank you to everyone who keep voting and commenting on 'Way of Life'. I have not forgotten about it and will surely continue to finish it soon.

Praying for you MJ. You have a very creative mind. I can tell you have put a lot of thought and effort into your story. I hope everything works out for you. 

i'm losing so much hair i think i'll trim my head bald soon

heavy urge to escape to the japanese countryside, live in a simple, traditional japanese house, farm strawberries and vegetables in my garden, get fresh, clean food from the local market, drink tea while sitting on the engawa, listen to the sound of cicada and birds chirping, and just lie on the floor all day staring at the wooden ceiling and out the door into the garden. i was born in the wrong country fr

lmao my mind suddenly popped up with a name for the story...
          
          if i do write it, it's gonna be 'Wang-derful Days' AHHHH that sounds good

i love my brain