mjarchives

i'm losing so much hair i think i'll trim my head bald soon

mjarchives

heavy urge to escape to the japanese countryside, live in a simple, traditional japanese house, farm strawberries and vegetables in my garden, get fresh, clean food from the local market, drink tea while sitting on the engawa, listen to the sound of cicada and birds chirping, and just lie on the floor all day staring at the wooden ceiling and out the door into the garden. i was born in the wrong country fr

mjarchives

omg what if i publish the taiwanese high school story i was talking about as a fanfiction of Nicholas...? for some reason i pictured hwang inyoup while writing the story and nicholas looks so much like him and he's a taiwanese too !!

mjarchives

logged in after so long, hiiii
          
          update one, im on chemo treatment and lemme tell yall its the worst
          
          update two, i have drafted up the entire ending of 'way of life' and i just need time to edit it out but there's been no way
          
          update three, i've gotten into &team soooo much oh my god i love them. i'm officially a luné. i knew four of their members since iland but never thought they'd mean so much to me in the future (my bias is officially nicholas yall). i hope they know how much they're helping me through such a hard time
          
          update four, not me watching this one taiwanese high school romance film and writing up a whole story inspired by it on my laptop... funny story, a young and new nurse saw and read a part of the draft while giving me the IV and immediately asked if i was writing a fanfic. lemme know if yall are interested✌️

mjarchives

this is so sudden and random and never in my life did i ever think that i'll be writing this, but it's very unfortunate to say that i got just diagnosed with a chronic illness that i cant name yet... one moment, i took my time off to write a few chapters of my ongoing story, and the other moment, i got my diagnosis.
          
          i dont know how long i'll be gone for, but i need to focus on myself. i'm still so shocked i dont have anything else to say... whoever's reading this, please pray for me. signing off until next time.
          
          - M.

Nikuroneko

@mjarchives hope you feel better, I'll send love and prayers! We'll wait for you here! 
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Not_kami123456

@mjarchives girl im so sorry, take your time to Get better, focus hard on yourself  ill wait i promise! I love you! ❤️
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