( mirah, pls help me to mai read this. )
hi mai,
idk what's happening but i hope your taking care of yourself! it's a bit upsetting that i won't be able to be as active as i am before and be responsible to respond with every messages posted on my message board. i miss you mai! how are you? are you depressed? if yes, go on and have a lot of time reflecting with yourself. i'm experiencing depression too, always. but i'm trying my best not to be affected and live my life. im so sick with every shits and dramas that i have, i hope we can survive onto this.. mai, there's no specific reason for me not to miss you because you were the one who i can lean on every time i comes into this application, you were the person who gave motivation to me. and i'm really thankful to have you my dearest friend. we get into a lot of struggles but pls remain alive. you're the sweetest that i know, you kept cheering everyone and we forget about you... you have problems too. we're selfish because we only thinks about ourselves. mai, i hope i can lessen your problems, i love you! i miss you, really... please come back.
