mjllie

happy new years lovessss!!! i hope 2020 is your best year yet!!!

mjllie

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i’m really sorry but making a fucking story on wattpad seems so easy at first but then you just give up. having to come up with a creative idea for my it+st book is so fucking hard. trying to make a part of my lilia book interesting is so fucking hard. this is the reason i take forever to update. it’s so fucking stressful. i have been to the point where i just want to stop. but i try my hardest not to cause i’ve done it before and it made so many people upset with me. i don’t care if this makes me so rude and selfish but i just need time to get over this bullshit. it’s nobody’s fault. if it’s anybody’s fault it’s mine. i chose to do this so i have to deal with the stress that comes with it. don’t get me wrong i love to write. writing has always been my main source of happiness but now that i’m writing for people from all over the world to see it’s so hard. it feels like everything i write is just going to get criticized. even if i like what i wrote i still feel like i’m just going to criticized. i’m sorry but i need a break. and i mean a long break. i don’t know how long this break will last. it might last a week, a few months, or maybe even a year. no matter how long it takes i will come back at some point. if you ever need me my twitter is @mckinnleeharris. good bye for now <3