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I wanna tell the whole world about you
          I think that that's a sign
          I′m losing self-control and it′s you
          It really is, 1000 times

Self inflicted wounds I've burned into my mind
          And I can't separate the truth from all the lies
          And all the work I've done, it all just goes to waste
          'Cause I have one bad day, and I lose it again

New crush, high school love again
          The rush of slumber party kissing
          Don't touch, I'll never cross the line
          So I pushed you down a million times
          I'd love if you knew you were on my mind

I'm the best thing at this party
          (You're losin' me)
          And I wouldn't marry me either
          A pathological people pleaser
          Who only wanted you to see her
          And I'm fadin', thinkin'

I've always felt tiny beneath the validation
          Maybe I should lower my expectations
          I've forgotten who I am
          Was eyeing on a scam
          How do I end up in these situations

All my life I've wanted more, but the lows are getting real high
          Well, wouldn't that be the life?
          I would drink away my problems with some poison in a can

I tried to be cool
          Why are you so cruel?
          I'm mourning someone who is not gone

Up late crying again, moments I want to erase
          Why do I still reach for you when you're screaming in my face?

Sink your teeth into me
          My blood is what you're abusing
          Drain me dry so I leave
          Guess my love is all consuming
          

Split, I can't ever tell why you're mad
          Dead eyes when it's getting bad
          I've been under attack
          I don't wanna fight back