𓃠

New crush, high school love again
          The rush of slumber party kissing
          Don't touch, I'll never cross the line
          So I pushed you down a million times
          I'd love if you knew you were on my mind

I'm the best thing at this party
          (You're losin' me)
          And I wouldn't marry me either
          A pathological people pleaser
          Who only wanted you to see her
          And I'm fadin', thinkin'

I've always felt tiny beneath the validation
          Maybe I should lower my expectations
          I've forgotten who I am
          Was eyeing on a scam
          How do I end up in these situations

All my life I've wanted more, but the lows are getting real high
          Well, wouldn't that be the life?
          I would drink away my problems with some poison in a can

I tried to be cool
          Why are you so cruel?
          I'm mourning someone who is not gone

Up late crying again, moments I want to erase
          Why do I still reach for you when you're screaming in my face?

Sink your teeth into me
          My blood is what you're abusing
          Drain me dry so I leave
          Guess my love is all consuming
          

Split, I can't ever tell why you're mad
          Dead eyes when it's getting bad
          I've been under attack
          I don't wanna fight back

Another fight with you
          Replaying the words that you can't take back You say that it's not you when you treat me like that
          But I can't shake the truth, still see the good in you
          A naive game I'll lose, but it's still you I choose

should've really known
          you're never gonna get it rigth
          it's the same thing every time