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All my life I've wanted more, but the lows are getting real high
          Well, wouldn't that be the life?
          I would drink away my problems with some poison in a can

I tried to be cool
          Why are you so cruel?
          I'm mourning someone who is not gone

Up late crying again, moments I want to erase
          Why do I still reach for you when you're screaming in my face?

Sink your teeth into me
          My blood is what you're abusing
          Drain me dry so I leave
          Guess my love is all consuming
          

Split, I can't ever tell why you're mad
          Dead eyes when it's getting bad
          I've been under attack
          I don't wanna fight back

Another fight with you
          Replaying the words that you can't take back You say that it's not you when you treat me like that
          But I can't shake the truth, still see the good in you
          A naive game I'll lose, but it's still you I choose

should've really known
          you're never gonna get it rigth
          it's the same thing every time 

Till I don't look for you on the staircase
          Or wish you thought that we were still soulmates
          But I'm still counting down all of the days
          Till you're just another girl on the subway

I just wanna be the best of me
          Even though sometimes, I forget to breathe
          So that I can be the best for you
          That's all I wanna do

You could be the one or just one of the ones
          And my body's a gun with no safety