mmeowwzers

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gonna redraw the cover for the kustard fic That shit so bad bro

mmeowwzers

doing it later too tired
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mmeowwzers

IM ALIVE !!!!!!!!!!! new chapter of kustard fic is Up baby !!!!!!!!!!!! got newfound motivation to finish up the chapter, hope my writing has improved ! im so sorry i left it like Abandoned for Months

impishEXE

@mmeowwzers eyyyy, i'm glad you're back!!! and you don't gotta apologize, sometimes we need a break from righting, and that's okay! :)
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Whyamilikethis12345

@mmeowwzers wooooooh! welcome back :))
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mmeowwzers

okay ! sooooo some bad news ! or good news idk how u all perceive things lol but i may have schizophrenia ! it runs in my family and i show A Lot of the symptoms of it. like hallucinations and that sorta stuff. i also am gonna get treated for dysthymia disorder, or pdd (persistent depressive disorder). i will hopefully try to work on my book soon, but if i Am eventually diagnosed with schizophrenia, it would be considered early onset schizophrenia, so my symptoms will probably only Worsen as time goes on. i hope u all r doing good though !! <3

Zane_Ram

@stixarooni oh well I'm sorry to hear that but I still hope that you will get better soon!
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mmeowwzers

hashtagf doctor appointment to hopefully get referred to a therapist is on the 7th i am going insane my partner was talking to me about what the therapist usually does and they as about //tw sh
          
          THEY LITERALLY ASK IF TJEY CAN SEE UR SH SCARS/CUTS IM GOING CRSZY i am so anxious i am gonna vomit probably gonna have to tell my parents about them #malewifegirlboss soooooo anyways ! how is everyone looks at u all with wide eyes

mmeowwzers

@SKSuperKitty aw man im sorry !! ur mom should know u deserve privacy :[ sh isnt a good thing !! i know how hypocritical that sounds but its best to find other ways to stimulate the feeling to avoid hurting urself !! id reccomend the hairband method (i can elaborate if u want !!) but for the privacy problem id say to maybe write in ur notes app of ur device if ur mom doesnt check it ? if ur mom Does check it then id reccomend to write ur vents on paper and hide them in curtains or somewhere she would least likely look. sorry im not the best at advice !! im sorry u havent been doing to well :[
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SKSuperKitty

@stixarooni 
            *hug* I'm sorry about all of that... I shall shower you with love and affection UwU
            
            Fun Story: My mom found my cuts while it was just the two of us on a vacation. Then she called the cuts 'scratches', making me think I can't even hurt myself right. Then she went through all of my stuff like old diaries and shiz which almost all said that I hated myself and wanted to die.
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