Ok I’m alive ! ! I’ve taken a huge break and I’m sure you’ve all noticed . I really didn’t mean to disappear but this girl came back into my life and ruined it all over again , and when she was done , she got me into huge trouble with my mum. It really took a toll on me after I swore I’d gotten better so I shut of my phone to work on myself , I did what made me happy . I promise I’ll try to be better and active , sorry again . Love you , jj