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Fuck this.
I'm not going to update for a while. My next update will probably be around early January.
I'm sorry to anyone that cares.
I'll tell you what happened.
Love.
Love fucking happened.
Love fucking broke my fucking heart.
I met a girl August last year and we were both weird with a strange sense of humor. We both had a love of music and had the same opinions. After a while I realized that I had a crush on her. I was so scared. I couldn't tell her because she was my best friend.
On Friday 18th December 2015 after school I told my crush that I loved her and that I had in fact, loved her for a long time. Two days later she told me that she loved me too.
I was so happy.
And so blind.
A few days ago she told me that I need to stay clear of her. Something had happened to her. Something big. She won't tell me what happened but no matter what, I still love her. I love her so fucking much.
I'm sorry guys.
I'm sorry.