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Valentine's Day 
          
          I actually kinda feel heavy kanina due to fact that it's his first day of work and I am still wondering why now? Why can't it be tomorrow or maybe next? Why Valentine's? But still, understanding gf here so i still able to make it through. 
          
          And you know what is really ironic? I am really happy rn. Maybe because I know that he is really busy but still able to see me after work. And even though the flower he gave me is just from their yarn, I still like it. And that made me realize that it is really thought that counts for me. 
          
          

Having a heavy heart rn. 

What a nice day to celebrate our 1st anniversary 

Langya. HUHUHU

I don't like this day. I almost had an accident on my way to school 

I didn't like how I did rely on him nah. Like my mood changes due to him. I feel like what happened did make me realize that I should put some boundaries. 

Yahhh. I did want to see some boy cry but I did not want to be the reason why he cried. So yahh. I feel like a big jerk for making him cry but I was just saying the truth. And I guess I just want him to know about what my father said and to know if he will be using it as motivation to strive for his future or be swayed by it. 

Sheshhh. Rn, I still can't believe that he did said that. Like boy, how can you be so blunt. Can you just filter your words? But still did not expect that I did feel kilig in that words and still did not move

March 4, 2014 . I can't believe we did end up in that situation. I admit that I am somewhat the mastermind for that but I did not expect that it will end up that wayyy. Its very new experienced to me and I admit I did not know what to do during it. I am too easily swayed, then I get too "lutang" to have some other thoughts