@mnsim243
Having a heavy heart rn.
I actually have that thinking that what is like to be heard? Like not through chat but in person. Because even though I am always there to listen to him, in every nonsense that he spoke, I always listen but why can't he do that?
What a nice day to celebrate our 1st anniversary
Langya. HUHUHU
I don't like this day. I almost had an accident on my way to school
I didn't like how I did rely on him nah. Like my mood changes due to him. I feel like what happened did make me realize that I should put some boundaries.
Yahhh. I did want to see some boy cry but I did not want to be the reason why he cried. So yahh. I feel like a big jerk for making him cry but I was just saying the truth. And I guess I just want him to know about what my father said and to know if he will be using it as motivation to strive for his future or be swayed by it.
Sheshhh. Rn, I still can't believe that he did said that. Like boy, how can you be so blunt. Can you just filter your words? But still did not expect that I did feel kilig in that words and still did not move
March 4, 2014 . I can't believe we did end up in that situation. I admit that I am somewhat the mastermind for that but I did not expect that it will end up that wayyy. Its very new experienced to me and I admit I did not know what to do during it. I am too easily swayed, then I get too "lutang" to have some other thoughts
But yahh. Thankfully, i am almost ok now. Move forward and I guess try to prevent it from happening in the future. HOHOHO
@niiccceeee after it did happen, i am so lutang that my mind end up questioning what will my future will be like if im so marupok
11/13/23
Exam namo sa ST and actually for me, dli gud kaayo sya lisod. Like madala ra gud ang question but wla lang gud ko nag study. Then ni kuan sakong self na bawi nlang sa finals, something like that. Then I just now, 6 pm. I just realized dli mn ko in ani before. Like kato ganing pinaka hangak last year kay nakaya nako. Pero why now? Like taas raba kaayo kog time mag study and something like that. Pero nganong dli gud nko ma take ug study?
Actually I am disappointed about myself. I don't know pero i just realized this exam na dli nani ako. Yes sort of murag tungod ni syas pandemic but i feel like kapoy nasad
I forgot about my self doubt about myself which made me strive para maningkamot. I also think gani na tungod rasad ni nga comfort zone nko akong mga kauban busa na in ani pud ko sort of.
@niiccceeee last sem. Ok pamn unta ang all, like all is well. Cge kog study. Mabatakan gud nko sya. Pero after ata what happened kay kuya boy and after pud nagka uyab ko. It created huge impact sakong self gud. Like gakawad an nkog drive para maningkamot. I even feel na ga gapaningkamot nlang ko tungod sakong allowance which i know is wrong. Kay kabalo mn ko na it is for myself. For my future. So nganong dli mn gud nko ma take ug himo ang all para mag study. Akong time kay grabe na ka gamay so dapat gani kay ga time manage nko. Pero why? Feeling gani nko kay sobraan rako ka self confident na nakalimot ko na there is also part of myself na ga lisod sa mga buhatonon
Ggha. Pa remember mn ang music ui. AHHAHAHAHAHA