nadine, know that i love you with everything in me. i've tried to showcase that in every way possible, and i will continue to do so until you realize. i am not afraid to confront anyone who hurts your feelings. you're very special to me, have been since day one. the moment you began to care for me, constantly check up on me and worry when i didn't answer, that was the moment you earned a special place in my heart. no matter what state we may be in, friends or not friends, i want you to know i will always be here for you. i'm very fond of you, can't you see that? i don't know what more i must do to genuinely make you feel comfortable and safe, to be your safe spot with no hesitations. i don't know what i have to do, but believe me when i say, i'll just keep trying until i can do so. that's the least i can do, because you've always been there for me. and i am more than grateful for that. whenever you're feeling down, just come to me, please. don't worry about what mood i am or if i am busy, because i'll always make time for you. and you're not ugly, nadine. i swear, if you don't shut up, i will personally go over there just to knock some common sense into you. you obviously need it. you're very pretty. everything about you. your soft, little smile. your adorable dimples. there is not a detail on you i don't find pretty. please start loving yourself more. you'll be in the dark as long as you keep that attitude up. the moment you start loving yourself, your view on life will get better. i know it's not easy, i know it takes time, but please work on loving yourself. if you could only see yourself and adore you the way i do. i love you. please don't be sad.
