mochaababy

i do everything out of my comfort zone for someone and i’m still left feeling not good enough. am i ever going to actually be good enough ?

mochaababy

i genuinely don’t think i’m ever gonna be good enough for anyone
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mochaababy

goshhh guysssss i want a long board!!
          
          i cant wait to see if i got the job, bc i rlly need work and boy oh boy if i get this job, i can save up for this longboard.
          
          its blue and wooden and it has a baby bird on it!! i’m gonna ask for it for my birthday, if i don’t get this job.

mochaababy

im slowly isolating myself and i cant stop and i don’t know what to do im so scared and i don’t wanna lose everyone but i cant stop myself i cant i cant i cant i cant i cant i cant i cant i cant i cant 
          
          ive gotta hold on for my birthday atleast
          
          ive gotta try to not let this happen 
          
          i want to be in control again.
          
          what is happening to me?

mochaababy

i wanna make friends on here but i’m so awkward so when i try people just think i’m some type of social predator or a social reject lol rip me

mochaababy

@paulhatesmilk leave the server now sksk
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paulhatesmilk

hey u wanna be friends [jk we’re already friends irl ]
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