mochabear6

oh right, basically, when i first like logged out from this platform, i was gonna log back in to leave a notice saying that i am gonna unpublish these fanfics cuz i am so... embarrassed i guess? so yeah i was thinking of unpublishing them but maybe leaving it up just so i can like look back on it one day? i have no clue anyways, my point is, i may or may not be unpublishing these so if i ever make my mind up, i will say it i guess but yeah, if you guys wanna read back then you can if you want to.

lordgrayy

@ mochabear6  hey ypu might not see this but i live you fanfics so much.. They were my comfort go-to s and this might be really selfish of me to ask you to put them on but maybe you could make a docs file for some of them and send me the link or something? I know you arent proud of them but i love them so so much and they are v important to me
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yandere-chan3

@mochabear6 I really love your fanfics! But I totally understand, we all have to move on at some point. Just so you know, when you unpublish a story you can still read it (it will be in your drafts) either way, you should be proud of your writing! And whatever you choose to do is valid.
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mochabear6

oh right, basically, when i first like logged out from this platform, i was gonna log back in to leave a notice saying that i am gonna unpublish these fanfics cuz i am so... embarrassed i guess? so yeah i was thinking of unpublishing them but maybe leaving it up just so i can like look back on it one day? i have no clue anyways, my point is, i may or may not be unpublishing these so if i ever make my mind up, i will say it i guess but yeah, if you guys wanna read back then you can if you want to.

lordgrayy

@ mochabear6  hey ypu might not see this but i live you fanfics so much.. They were my comfort go-to s and this might be really selfish of me to ask you to put them on but maybe you could make a docs file for some of them and send me the link or something? I know you arent proud of them but i love them so so much and they are v important to me
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yandere-chan3

@mochabear6 I really love your fanfics! But I totally understand, we all have to move on at some point. Just so you know, when you unpublish a story you can still read it (it will be in your drafts) either way, you should be proud of your writing! And whatever you choose to do is valid.
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mochabear6

okokokok so, my laptop is broken at the moment, it’s having the same problem that it had this time last year and where i live is still in lockdown which means, no more updates until it gets fixed. getting it fixed is gonna be hard and it also costs a lot of money which i have to save up so yeah there’s that. i was also thinking that before i update the new dreamnotfound fanfic, i should edit my other fanfics first because reading back on insomnia alone, there are some aspects that i would really like to change. a small part of me wanted to take them down for good but that might be a bit unnecessary. thanks for reading this if you have and have a great day <33333

mochabear6

ok but lemme ask, has anyone ever had a really close friendship on the internet (like you spoke pretty much everyday, you guys basically loved each other and were super honest and open) and it’s like actually lasted to this day? if you have, please tell me how to be you so i can keep my friends

Iditiry

Honestly I don’t really how they’ve been  able to put up with me. If I was them I would’ve left me ages ago. But I guess just treat them like you do with irl friends. They’re basically the same only sometimes they’re across the planet. So make sure they now u care, also if the other person always starts the conversation don’t be scared to do it yourself once of twice every so often. They’ll appreciate it because they know you were thinking of them. That’s something you want to be able to feel when ur friends wirh someone, you want to be able to feel like u exist and they appreciate that u exist.
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TimelessParadox

@mochabear6 not really loved? But dont vent about your personal stuff unless they ask you to tell them if anything is wrong, play some games with them and dont keep the chat dead- dont get or get them into unnecessary drama
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Extinctxt

@ mochabear6  Just don't start unnecessary drama about something stupid, I did that once and I regret it to this day even tho we both apologized
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mochabear6

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i remember in like august, EVERYONE was on wattpad for some reason. maybe not everyone, but like a shit ton of people were. and now they're all gone. i remember the specific names of some people too, some who like actually meant a lot to me. but they're all gone now. and it sucks. i get that things change but in the moment, you never want it to end or change, do you? unfortunately, thats happened wayyy too much in the last few years already. anyways, enough of this depressing talk that i usually do on wattpad, how are yall feeling today??

day6kz

@mochabear6 yeah i've left this app but ig im coming back but might  leave again ig :((
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g0021theweeb

It's actually been pretty alright for me. Yeah, I wish things stayed like how they were in 2019, but hardship helps us all grow. Always look for the silver lining, life is short; you might regret choices later on. -That's what I try to tell myself, but here I am anyways. Just try your best to stay positive even when the world is crumbling. It's okay if you don't, no one expects you to be perfect. Do it for yourself I suppose 
            It might not be the best idea to listen to my advice tho, im just some kid on the internet lol
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Lemix_the_sheep

@mochabear6  Hello. Well, I am pretty new on Wattpad so I can't really relate. Anyway, I am having a nice day (or should I say night coz it's midnight here). Hope you are too!
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mochabear6

im tempted to read like insomnia and new beginnings again just to see what was going on in my head as i wrote it and find the motivation to write again but i wanna read with someone :( like them cute things where couples just read silently, or one of them reads while the other is cuddled in their arm, with their hands running through their hair and taking a pause to turn a page over. damn its really hard to be loved sometimes.

mochabear6

@JjoollSkylight o-oh
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mochabear6

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i bet if i went to a therapist, they’d diagnose me with loneliness and boredom cuz im so lonely and bored to the point where im ranting to strangers who don’t wanna hear this shit anyways

yorokobii-_-

@mochabear6 I'm sure that's not true and if you think ur high maintenance then you just haven't met anyone who cares enough to stick with you through everything. You dont have to but if you ever want to talk to someone about literally anything, I'm here :D
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mochabear6

@Natsuka127 nah its aight. when i have done this with people, they realise the hole they've dug themselves into and regret it so badly so i aint putting you through it. ive come to understand that im too high maintenance to the point where everyone just distances themselves.
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yorokobii-_-

@mochabear6 oh, I'm always here if you need to rant to someone about literally anything. Also ur not the only one, I'm so bored right now, I have literally nothing to do but listen to music, read fanfics and play on my ps4 or switch. The downside of being an introvert is that I basically have no friends so I totally get being lonely as well lol
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