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It’s been an minute lol

I’m falling back in love w my ex even tho I shouldn’t:/

I cut my hair off

I wish I had the struggle of not being able to decide what hairstyle I want. I hate my hair I can never do anything with it except pick it and go on with my day I wish I had the blessing of long curly hair like my sister but I had to be stuck with the short uncontrollable “curly” hair. I wish I could do my hair in braids without looking crazy or my mom telling me to take them out because they look stupid and awful but when my sister dose it it’s “beautiful” and nicely done. I hate my hair and I hate the way I look with it I look like an boy and kids at my school make fun of it, I’m supposed to love my hair like every black girl online dose with their lose curls or curls that operate well with them I’ve never seen someone online with hair like my texture wise , length wise or porosity wise. I wish I had good hair.

I hate my birthday

My bf wants to take me on an date next Friday but I have to lie to my parents about it :( I wish I could just say I’m going on an date but my dad would freak out :(

Gonna write an book? Σ('◉⌓◉’)

I was finna have an good ass day at school right ! Then 20 mins later I get called to the nurse and sent home WTF literally I’m in the office rn only bonus is I get to hear gossip about other students lol 

Worst thing about being an sickly person is that the regular cold makes you feel like ur dying and along having slight asthma I definitely was freaking out when I couldn’t breathe 3 uses of my inhaler in one day 

I went to my first school dance and danced w my crush I think I’m winning at lord for once ‼️