yay i'm finally back! sorry for being offline, i had no access to the internet or outside world for 72 hours (from wednesday to friday) which is why i did not come to school, respond to any messages, and go on my social media platforms. the real reason i was away was determined to be confidential by my doctors and family, which is why i can't tell anyone where i actually was. if you're my close friend and i haven't told you, it's not that i don't trust you, but i had to and i'm very sorry. the three days i spent where i was were the hardest three days of my life. i never expected to end up where i was, and it was a very difficult, but eye-opening experience. i can't talk about it, which i apologize again, but it's possible in the future that i will be allowed to. no, it's not that i ditched school, i was actually put on hold at a hospital. health professionals deemed me as "a threat to myself" which resulted in being closely monitored at a secure facility. i hope this isn't a surprise to my close friends who i know in real life, but i never told any of them about my living situation and what was going on in my head the past few weeks. anyway, i don't want to say too much, but i thought i would give my friends some insight on where i had to be. hopefully, there will be a positive change in my behavior due to the fact that i have been medically diagnosed with whatever i currently have, and am now receiving the proper treatment. i hope things will get better for me, and i hope the same for my friends.