mochimoru

and then suddenly, i lost interest in everything. 

mochimoru

Did I forget to watch over myself before helping others? Yes.
          
          Did I get lazier every passing day? Yes.
          
          Did I become more closed? Yes.
          
          But why? WHY do you keep hitting on me?
          [Talking directly to a male classmate of mine]

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Two more characters then im done with the first chapter of the long scenario
          
          Next is one shots
          
          (╥﹏╥) (╥﹏╥ ) (╥﹏╥)
          
          Wooo i dont know what to write
          
          Guess what?
          
          on monday to Tuesday is our foundation day next is the math club which is i was entered in a modeling contest, again
          
          Then on february in the 9th day is our 1st anniversary of me and my lover which is. . .my gift for him was not yet finish because im freaking busy
          
          Then on 13th day of February again is my weird twin best friend (whose taller and skinner than me)'s birthday.
          
          Not to mention the projects my arts and music teacher gave us which irratates me, the same teacher who give us a shit ton of 'religious' assignments. I mean who the fuck would give a teacher their private prayer and what they did inside the adoration chapel?! Oh not only that. . she gave us a project to print out 7 pictures of. . .idk things(?) with color?! When we were saving up for other school payments! Really miss? Great.
          
          Oh and im banned from my precious phone which i really need this 4th quarter for the projects that i need to finish
          
          
          Wow! Im so busy this 4th quarter! *claps* 
          
          Woooo! This is why i hated my life
          
          Anyway sorry for my burst there. . 
          
          Im just so mentally exhausted not to mention there is a HIGH chance i would get asthma from second hand smoke cause by my mom because right earlier. . . i struggled how to breathe and in my early days i was not teach how to breathe properly. Like i inhale and exhale through my mouth frequently. I rarely used my nose to breathe, haha weird right? Yeah.
          
          Anyway luckily my lover teach me how to inhale and exhale properly, which somewhat work? still i struggled to inhale and exhale properly
          
          But still i'll do my best to finish the loongg chapter of the upcoming bbieal book