mockshinji

i hate my life and myself but atleast im super skinny and pretty so its ok

genuinely i cant handle ts i cant be alome by myself for mosre than half hour dude im losingmy minf

why am i like this fude 

i hate myself so much

“js eat” easy for u to say u biggie bru. Ive never been more than 50kg in my whole entire life. I dont care how big u are rhats ur own problem to solve u piece of shit. I need to get skinnier, theres never skinny enough, or sick enough. And rhats driving me nuts

nothing ever gets better. idk why no one can understand fhat. Nothing will ever get better and no i cant recover because i dont want to recover. I dont wanna get better. All i do is stadve myself for days the only thing i eat are b12 pills. Unfortunately they arent harmful lkke other vitamins like vitamin A,C or E. I know im already going to a therapist but omg i just cant anymore, i feel like i js wanted someone to talk to about how i feel. I dont want help i just want to feel understood. But rhats a therapist. She will either force me to get better or ill have to get sent to a mental hospital or a psychiatrist 

yo if i ever like fr stop updating here it will most likely be bc ill get jn a mental hospital. I recently started going to a therapist and she told me that based on whatevers up w me, if i dont try and cooperate to get better then ill have to go thru more. Which means medication and most likely getting in a mental hospital if not going to a psychiatrist. Dont worry tho i AM seeking help !!

i hate how ppl judge so fast without bothering to ask what rlly happened

yo guys my account on tumblr got terminated for some reasom but anyways im back yall

i cant take shit anymore everything is driving me insane