good evening, rowan (though i am deeply ashamed to admit that i am uncertain if that is the alias by which you go by still, but it is that by which i remember you, so that i call you for now). it has been two(?) years since i have last left a message on your side of the screen. two years in which i've left your chest aching, and your mind burrowed under the weight of worries, worries which i had foolishly assumed i would not be subject to in my absence. yes, i had chosen to believe that i was an easily forgotten memory which lead to my extended absence from this app. i have realised my mistake and i wish to apologise to you. it was mever my intention to bring harm upon your heart, i had simply been foolish to assume what i held between my fingers was not your heart. if you are still here, if you see this, know that i would like to resume our friendship if you van find it in your heart to forgive me. i have missed you dearly, and send my love and all my regards to you. you may assume that i have forgotten you but i have always held your beautiful, poetic words close to my heart. i have always found comfort in you. i hope you are doing well and that you are safe. even in my absence, you deserve nothing but the best.
love, aalaa <3