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mohiy? please talk to me. I am sorry. I wont do it again

such a fool you are. so stupid of you think you dont deserve me when its the other way around. I want you to do it again what you did today

ik you are angry with me. ik the reason yet I am unable to figure out how to apologize. have you ever looked at one tree that grows with you?I have one which nani planted just outside our house when I was 5 months old.I have seen its leaves change colour its bark get stronger and despite being cut down so many times its still there.You remind me of that tree or rather that tree reminds me of you since I look at it too often just outside my window. but then I compare you to the sun and you seem brighter than that too. I still dont know how to do it right. idk how to make you smile. idk how to calm you down for fucks sake idk how to hold your hand just to say I am here. I like your left side of neck im too embarrassed to say this on your face so.....yeah thats that. I like you too much already how many times are you gonna make me fall?

I love it when you look at me like I m the only person in room but damn your lips and neck are distracting and you are way too tall for me to look that up in your eyes instead I just focus on your lips. I am pretty sure you wont be reading this anytime soon so I can dare to say that I lied about your gift I was just too shy to give it to you it was in my pocket the whole time. yours dhii

you are probably wondering why am I not talking to you rn. its because I am ashamed of myself. I miss your voice mohiy. the one that makes me smile no matter what I miss your silly faces I miss your daily talks especially the detailed ones about bio where I dont get anything.dad asked me about you today. I hope you are doing okay I pray you are doing okay. I never forget to miss you especially rn idk what I will say to you when we meet. just so you know I am okay so yeah thats that. just wanted to say I love you I hope you understand that.yours only

I miss you ik its my decision to stay away from you but I miss you. not even one second goes by....maybe someday I will show you how I feel.

its been a shit day. it was a shit day ig I wasted it. you called it cheta day to make me feel better than you critisized me so ig evens out.ik you love me but you dont get me. I wanted to tell you every little detail of today I wanna do it everyday. the small things like how my tshirt ripped how sachi got hooked on harry potter how me and dada laughed like hyenas over some dirt and dog how much you are on my mind every min like whenever I hiccup I hope its you and wanna call you instantly and see I got distracted again that much I love you. I want you to be here. I need you to be here but the situation doesnt allow us. I hpe tune khana khaya hoga. I am angry and yet I cant seem to get that silly smile of yours out of my mind everytime I close my damn eyes. I hope one day you will get me as much as you love me mohiy

heyy mohiy ik I said i would vc today but here i am stuck with dad I am sorry mohiy. but I wish you are sleeping rn cause you seemed tired as hell. and you are the best cause you are trying to be better remember that. I just wanna hug you so tightly but I cant. I miss you and I am following your schedule so there is that
          I love you. I miss you. talk to you soon sher

last time hooii of the day see you in dreams mohiy