molly :))

uhhh hey guys so after like 2 years of not updating im back haha wsp

I'm unfollowing, but only because my interests have changed, I hope you understand, I'm just letting you know because I feel that people have the right to know if someone unfollows them. (I hope we can be friends tho!)

are you alive?

And also they say that we can go anywhere like *ANYWHERE* so is it possible for me to go to a fanfic stories like which already written?  If so then how should I do it? How should I mention it in my script??? And what happens if the story is half finished and still on hold/doing it? Will it move on its own or will I  come back to my cr? Like I'm Choosing a fanfic which she is still writing.. only some parts she published but not all...and I don't know how many parts still till she'll write but I like that fanfic so much so I wanna shift there!!

Can you mix a sleep method with an awake method?

How did you shift? Like which method

I nearly shifted and I smelt the signature smell. Sadly I didn't shift and that's a bit crap... This is not a poggers moment 

Y’all I almost shifted I was sleeping then I felt like I was floating and my chest got heavy sadly I wasn’t calm and I got too excited but I didn’t make it 

Hello 

Heyyyyyyy. I can't talk in the private chat so I'm just going to lay it all out here. My family had a huge argument, like I have never seen something like this. My brother is always making mistakes and my mom is blowing things out of proportion. My dad has a herniated disc and can't walk so we already have a lot of stress on our shoulders. My brother trys to be perfect at everything and he is, but my mom always finds something to yell about. He feels like no matter what he does he will always be a disappointment. My mom is mentaly ill, in a way, and can never hold in her emotions. She is overweight and has a lot of other problems. She take 20 something pills each day which I think is terrifying and she is always feeling stressed. My brother wants to get away and my mom always calls him names, and I guess you could call it verbal abuse, but she doesn't mean it. She says she feels like she is going insane and I don't know what to do. My family is falling apart and I'm only 13 and I don't know what the FUCK TO DO. I also get yelled at on the daily. We fight, make up, and repeat. Its a never ending cycle and I don't want this to happen. I can't shift and I  just want to fix my reality but I cant. My mom had her first episode and I really think she need to go to a mental heath hospital but I don't want to admit it. I don't want to lose her. My brother has never been like this and he has never been this angry. He threw shit all around his room to stop himself of physically hurting mom. He never cries. He is 17 and he just lost it. I'm in my room on an android alarm clock with a screen writing this because I lost all my electronics. I don't know anymore. I called the suicide prevention hotline but it didn't help. My world is falling apart. I knew it was going to happen but I never thought so soon. It seems like um being dramatic and I've ranted on this page multiple times but I really need someone right now. I love them and I don't know what I'll do if my family separates.