Jia/ENFP

I'm afraid I won't survive 2025...

Today marks the day of my birthdate, November 5. I usually get excited, nervous, and thankful on this day. 
          I am excited because I get to somehow "level up" and see where this year will take me and what it will offer me. But I know that everything is not always "unicorns and rainbows", and that's when the "nervous" part comes because I never know what life brings to my doorstep. I know that there's no rush, and I need to take my time when I deserve to, but the feeling is still there.
          Lastly, I'm thankful because while in my 21st year of living which lasted until today, I got to learn a few things, met new people, and encouraged myself to leave other people behind me and let go of the toxicity. I was taught several things, most importantly that "it's okay to let go when someone's let go too" and "it's okay if not everyone is appreciating your natural self". I'm still learning, and I know I'm young and I still have a lot to learn while growing older. Now, at the age of 22, still, a difficult year because I know that I'll have to let go of the past and look forward to the future.
          But I know that no matter the years, I'll still be a kind-hearted and positive person, being there for my loved ones. I know I'll stay true to myself, no matter how many years will pass and how old I'll get.
          So, wishing myself a happy 22nd birthday, and hopefully, I'll stay true to myself and remain positive and kind-hearted.
          
          Signing out, Jia.
          
          (Disclaimer: This was more of a reflection of myself and what I lived during my 21st year of living while looking forward to what my 22nd year will bring on)

My birthday is ruined, yay (it's just my brother will be staying for 2 days and he isn't the best company for me tbh)

And also this verify email thing is pissing me off. I don't want to update my email, yet the notif shows up T.T

DANG IT I'm in love with SDRA2 and DRADA and idk why.

I feel like crying, probably worst day ever.
          

Since Wattpad will soon delete all the private messages and such, if you want to talk to me you can surely find me on Instagram (I'm using this app the most, so I'm providing this one, but I'll drop the other apps too), Discord or TikTok. Dropping the usernames below so you'll find me easier:
          Instagram: _jiacore
          Discord: naruyoshi
          Tiktok: jia_not_jojo
          
          Feel free to message me about anything!!!!

I'm bursting out with happiness every time I get to post my ship because of the love they're receiving. That's an absolute fact.
          
          (plus me and my niece ate with the collabous)

If it's not a repost or a template, insta doesn't let me post any stories (it throws me out of the app) so I try to use photos by reposting my stuff (I do know a hack) so nobody will get a notif that I mentioned them in a story and they see a silhouette of 4 peeps or a sketch/collab in general.
          
          Anyway, a collab IS HAPPENING (and we'll make it two because my niece wants me to and I don't mind), and I'm hyped up. 
          I want to cry about it (it's my ship, but again, I'm always hyped to see the results whenever my niece and I collaborate!)

my fingertips are blue/purple because of the ink that was splattered but idc
          you only live once anyway