you said in a comment stream that you were crying and having self esteem issues and trouble with being happy in general. so i came here to say that you can talk to me anytime you need, i'm happy to help. you are amazing and wonderful and beautiful inside out, never forget it. you may not be happy right now, but keep fighting through it. you will find happiness, i promise. i love you and i care about you, please dm me if you ever feel like you need to talk to someone or need advice. you're not alone <3