Magnolia Bloomfield

I looked in my unpublished drafts and found a Star Wars fic with a lot of chapters I don’t remember writing AT ALL lol and it had me feeling some type of way. I write a damn seductive Poe Dameron if I say so myself. 

So I’m back once again to read under normal circumstances one again buts be like the 5th time now it will forever be my no.1 comfort book even if it’s unfinished I. Nat help but go back time n time again I love you girl for writing it it hold the biggest place in my heart

I HAVE A PUPPY

Been trying to get a dog and had two wonderful ones adopted before we could have our turn to meet them. Been bummed. But been thinking about writing again and I started working on Under Normal Circumstances. 

I accidentally posted a chapter out of order in Eleventh Hour Love and have to go back and fix it. Oops

Will I continue obsessively writing my Steve fic that nobody cares about? Absolutely. Will I put it on tumblr anymore? Absolutely not. AO3 is on thin ice too. 

Those awkward, agonizing days where you start a brand new fic for a fandom you haven’t written for before and it feels like an absolute god forsaken flop because it has low views, two votes, and zero comments and for some reason that translates to a writers brain “wow okay I suck and nobody likes this and nobody wants this” why does brain work this way? 

Because on New Year’s Eve I received my second rejection for disability, I will now start publishing my Steve Harrington story in the hopes some comments will come and give me a dose of dopamine. 

Good news, EVERYONE is adopting Steve Harrington in my fic. I just decided. 

going through the first draft of my fic and I searched the word "gently" and have been greatly reducing the amount of them. I need to remember before I post anything to have an AI read the text aloud so I can hear the mistakes my brain and eyes skip over. Making a very conscious effort to never ever ever use "Much needed breath" ever again. I've used up all the ones I was allotted for my lifetime.