hello everyone, it’s jaehyunberry. (or maybe you remember me by momoriis but whatever)
wattpad’s pretty dead now, but i figured i’d post something for old time’s sake. when i first started this account, i was recovering from traumatic experiences that i now recognize were me getting violated. i fell into a deep spiral of internet addiction, and i ended up being obsessed in my tiny bubble of nct fanfiction. i was a high school student back then.
now i’m in college, and i pretty much have moved on quite a bit from the incidents. i’m in a loving relationship now, and i have developed new hobbies. nct and writing still both have a special place in my heart, but i think i’ve associated them too much with coping from the trauma that i haven’t really touched them both anymore these past three years.
with that said, i just wanted to thank everyone for the love and support. i know no one is probably going to see or notice this, but still, seeing people be happy because of something i treated as an escape was so heartwarmig for me. you all helped me heal better and realize that i’m still me despite everything that happened to me.
i might start writing again, i might not. let’s see where the wind leads me.
thank you guys for everything. i love you all. to the world!
