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I finally bit the bullet and decided to completely publish Fluoxetine, for those readers who enjoy the Saito Series :D !!!

I got some x-rays done the other day and found out some interesting things. I got a relatively healthy spine but I also had a broken neck at one point in my life, THAT I DIDN'T KNOW ABOUT!!!! Like holy shit, right? I had a BROKEN NECK a LONG time ago that HEALED and I HAD NO IDEA!? Wild, I guess. I can't figure out when it was broken but it's weird because I was always fascinated with the idea of people living after a broken neck, like....??? My tiny brain couldn't comprehend that people could live from it and then I found out that I was one of those people...crazy. 
          My chiropractor was absolutely amazed that I was not paralyzed at all. He said the break should have killed or severely paralyzed me, but I continued going on with my life. I went to school every morning and I just...kept going? I just think that's a crazy thing, honestly. 
          I had to share it with someone because I can't seem to wrap my head around it. It's just crazy and I know I'm lucky to be alive and able to do the things I can. Not everyone gets that chance and it has definitely reshaped my view on life. 

Rock Lee <3

I haven't slept yet; I was up all night baking cookies! I've just entered another manic episode so I'll probably work on writing finally. 
          
          I have a crap-ton of stuff in the drafts that I feel like posting but who knows if I ever will honestly. What if I finally finished uploading the Fluoxetine chapters? Or maybe even posted a five chapter teaser of the book after it????? Hehe
          
          Actually, on a serious note, I hate the series now. I feel like things are happening to characters that are far too young and so I might rewrite the entire thing and make them all older. It'll also be even more of an alternate universe because of that but that's fine with me! They'll probably be like 18 or something, so it'll be more of a college thing, simply because it helps me sleep at night. Honestly though, I practically abandoned the BNHA/MHA fandom because of the toxicity from the ship community. Still, I don't want to leave behind something I put a lot of work into! I had the ENTIRE series planned out!!! So, it'll just need some tweaks and then even more...and then it'll be an original work and I'll possibly even publish it??? We'll see! 

I've definitely been inactive for a while and I hate that, but I haven't truly disappeared. I'm active on other sites! Find me on Fanfiction.net and Archive of Our Own as angelmondays! 
          There are two fanfics viewable on AO3 that have never been read before, and there is one on both Fanfiction.net and AO3 that has gained a little attention! I'm thinking of posting the finished products on here, but they are currently being updated on AO3 if anyone wants to read along. 
          I do also have a Ko-Fi, but it's just there in case you want to support me. There are original artworks, early access chapters, behind the scene chapters, and one-shots that never made it into the books.  There will also be opportunities for readers to interact with the chapters and decide what happens! I'm even thinking of starting a Discord server! The link to my ko-fi is in my bio! 
          Thank you for all of the support and I hope to see you on the other sites!

Happy International Asexuality Day! 
          
          As an asexual, I must admit that it's been relatively hard getting people to acknowledge that my sexuality even exists...or doesn't exist lol. People always say the same thing: "You'll change when you meet the right person," and I have the same answer every time;
          
          I'm not broken, I just don't care much for sex and that's all it is. I can appreciate it, but it's not something I'll ever actively want to partake in again. It took me a while to figure out that I didn't enjoy sex, I always wished that I could be doing other things when experiencing it. It's not that I find sex or people who enjoy it, disgusting. No, I don't feel that way, I support all sexualities. And no, it's not going to change if I find a new partner, it's all going to be the same because I don't like it.
          
          Anyway, I'm really proud to say that I am asexual, and all of my fellow asexuals should be proud as well! 

Don't read my books, don't even perceive them. They make me cringe and I regret being proud of them. I simply must rewrite them now...

My brother just graduated from Marine Recruitment and gets his 10 day boot leave! I'm so proud of him! But, is it wrong of me to feel a little sad that he's choosing to go with his girlfriend? I'm not mad at him or anything, I love that he's happy and his girlfriend is honestly amazing,, but I just...I don't know...I thought that maybe he'd want to do a little more than just say goodbye again...? 

Honestly...Street Fighter 4 is the aesthetic that I crave so badly and I don't know how to explain that...nor do I feel like doing so.

Celebrating the 1 year anniversary of Trazodone being readable on-site. It also happens to be my uncle's birthday! What a gas. It's been a crazy year! 
          Thanks for all of the love and support that you've shown on Trazodone and also Serotonin. I'm so glad that you all have enjoyed the series this much! 
          Much love to all of you!
          Stay safe out there <3