mondecherie

I don't want to live anymore. It kept going downhill. What is wrong? I kept messing up. I'm useless, I don't have anything. I lost motivation on everything. I'll just stop doing everything. aku ga akan unpub karyaku. I feel a little bit proud of my little self yang mau berkarya. I guess this is the last goodbye

kirasufirsz

@ mondecherie  sedih banget, baru nemuin karya kk, pas udah tutup kknya. Ka, semangat ~♥~. Terima kasih atas cerita2nya ♥♥♥. Klo jumpa lagi, kabarin ya ka ♡(∩o∩)♡
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mondecherie

I don't want to live anymore. It kept going downhill. What is wrong? I kept messing up. I'm useless, I don't have anything. I lost motivation on everything. I'll just stop doing everything. aku ga akan unpub karyaku. I feel a little bit proud of my little self yang mau berkarya. I guess this is the last goodbye

kirasufirsz

@ mondecherie  sedih banget, baru nemuin karya kk, pas udah tutup kknya. Ka, semangat ~♥~. Terima kasih atas cerita2nya ♥♥♥. Klo jumpa lagi, kabarin ya ka ♡(∩o∩)♡
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mondecherie

2022 was shitty. I never ever wanted to feel that again. losing everything I love. losing 7 cats in a row. 2 of them died in my hands. 1 of them died on my birth date. a person I cherished and loved so much died. am I cursed? why the hell did I always get a bad thing? oh well

mondecherie

this message may be offensive 
I haven't seen you for long
          I haven't had any memories with you
          But you left
          And I know I can't do anything
          
          You were so fragile
          So small
          I'm afraid I'll hurt you when I touch you
          I'm afraid that you left me
          
          You are white
          The same as your sister
          Your sister also left
          And I still can't do anything
          
          ---
          just a small projection of my fucked up feelings for the past 2 days.

hiluvyu

halo, maaf membuat wallmu kotor.
          
          izin promot ya kak
          
          suka markhyuck atau suka bxb ?
          mampir keceritaku yuk, masih anget nih
          
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