serene

I don't want to live anymore. It kept going downhill. What is wrong? I kept messing up. I'm useless, I don't have anything. I lost motivation on everything. I'll just stop doing everything. aku ga akan unpub karyaku. I feel a little bit proud of my little self yang mau berkarya. I guess this is the last goodbye

2022 was shitty. I never ever wanted to feel that again. losing everything I love. losing 7 cats in a row. 2 of them died in my hands. 1 of them died on my birth date. a person I cherished and loved so much died. am I cursed? why the hell did I always get a bad thing? oh well

Hi kak, izin promot
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/308586112?utm_source=android&utm_medium=com.whatsapp&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=LEE_JEVIA&wp_originator=4sZPOo%2FPsG1fPjVO2StuhHx6CpOUTouoxUVsPouRZSQdj7gGHv4pGyNilRQIZ0qqukDni1eu9KoKZh2Pe6G5uGyxQ%2Bqa0ZvCGDh3fYwSWAeFUgHVgHEvXebF4xyd9r58

I haven't seen you for long
          I haven't had any memories with you
          But you left
          And I know I can't do anything
          
          You were so fragile
          So small
          I'm afraid I'll hurt you when I touch you
          I'm afraid that you left me
          
          You are white
          The same as your sister
          Your sister also left
          And I still can't do anything
          
          ---
          just a small projection of my fucked up feelings for the past 2 days.

halo, maaf membuat wallmu kotor.
          
          izin promot ya kak
          
          suka markhyuck atau suka bxb ?
          mampir keceritaku yuk, masih anget nih
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/279997714?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=hiluvyu&wp_originator=UQnY856KEOd9%2B%2FWUQXg8KFbyOBcjOffoHQ6duyZwB71TVw7kHQPLUP5KBp1Os4u2AJFMkySv8TtvQWg%2Fd2h2eFpFkWaYTPoFD8cWn1bhtaPEc%2Bm3E0vkGZsyzKgLd0kr

Halo! 
          
          Aku bawa cerita jaeyong lokal ni hehe. Suka BL? Suka juga jaeyong? Ayo sini mampir
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/272113291?u
          
          Hope u like it guys! Makasi yaa

Hai kak mau izin promosi
          Maaf mengotori wall mu
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/292487770?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create&wp_uname=markleehyuck_&wp_originator=gSq0x2OTLxawLSVrQsdCLawWo1t4ZcFrwow650tWSHYyK3ju1deaJpZ73768lv29FT8n8h6ty1trc6WsAC7ivOKJ2VRkxTNAzN9WJRsRoSpCBdjwhgQ1JZkgIpdNiUyt

honestly, drabble mh yg terbaru itu cuma nyalurin perasaanku yg lg kacau aja sih. jadi sangat tidak make sense lmao

hai semua, selamat hari lebaran!
          mohon maaf lahir dan batin. maaf jika aku ada kata-kata atau perilaku yang kurang berkenan.
          have a nice day/night <33

hai kak, berkenan mampir ke cerita saya?
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/261314332?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=Ratnamonalisa&wp_originator=resSdrAa8BMaCiizofGe4sXf1Znug1Qng8pk05SF2gPDEe1EJIid28M%2BkgTe%2BcfqxSiJb7NyAJWKUiJaaRnexP9QXwTwe68wki0vGL5VWzyhpabXpXpgt%2B7jgs9UC0AJ
          
          vote kalau tertarik, dan sertakan coment, ya?
          feedback or follback? dm atau balas ini, terimakasih.